12.25.98
Ahh Christmas morning...cold, wet, windy...such unusual weather for this time of year out here. It usually warm or cool at the most, but not 30 degrees. I can't stand it. I am going to stay in my pj's all morning. Maybe get dressed around noon time and head around the corner for lunch at my grandmother's house. The kids had a nice little Christmas this year. And although not much money was spent, my son was happy to get what he did get. So I am grateful for that. I'm just thankful for the four days off from work :) I won't get paid for those extra two days but right now I don't really care. I just want some free time with my son. Maybe we'll head to the park tomorrow and run the dog if it's not raining. Just something to get out of this house. I REALLY wanted to go out dancing or something this weekend but it doesn't look like that will be happening. I've been trying to keep my mind off of one certain man -- and I'm doing that pretty well, I think. I guess I've finally come to the realization that distance isn't worth it. Maybe it is, but not for me -- not right now at this point in my life. There will always be a chance with that, I'm just not going to keep my hopes up. The dogs are getting their baths today as soon as I shut this thing down. One got attacked by the clippers and now looks like a pathetic pup hehe. But hey, at least she lost 5 lbs. and feels a lot better! As for myself, I got on the scale last night and now I'm down to 122!!! My God, I haven't been this light since I got married 15 years ago! Not that I was that heavy but I did lose a good 20 lbs which I've always had a problem with after my son was born 12 years ago. And yes, IT FEELS GREAT! OK..I'm off to the doggie baths.