02.22.99

Finally!

Alright!  I never thought I would ever see the day when I would have a fence installed in my backyard.  Well, they set all my posts today and the job should be finished by Wednesday.  Now my 4-legged babies will have so much more freedom this summer with their excersizing and outdoor playtime.  I can't wait to see their excitement as they run freely.  My boxer thrives on outdoor playing.  I have to take him to the park just to let him have a good run and lately that hasn't been very often. 

Overall, I had a semi-good day today.  In a round about way, I let someone know he's been weighing heavy on my mind.  I really thin he already knew this though.  I just asked him to to freak out because I was not asking anything of him, with the exception of never treating me differently when I happen to blurt out to him anything from my heart.  He agreed.  It made me feel a little better for opening up to a few things with him.  I didn't tell him all of what was on my mind as I had intended to do.  Another chickened out failure on my part.   I never seem to be able to get my feelings across to anyone.  It's so hard when you have the fear of rejection playing a big part of your emotions.

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