03.06.99
I want to be free
Something has definitely been wrong with me these last couple of weeks. I hadn't really given much thought to my past emotions until tonight. Sometimes I feel like screaming out to the world "I want to be free!". Free from fear. Free from shame. Free from. self-pity. Free from financial strains. Free from this wretched life. Free from failure. And most importantly to me at this moment ... Free from loneliness.
I've been trying so hard to break my thinking patterns. I can't find my release. I am determined to set myself free from all that binds me down. I've decided to expose numerous deep heartfelt emotions that I am having problems figuring out a solution for. So for starters, I will begin with my desires of freedom.