Hi Manuel

        Hi Jesus

        How do you feel today?

        Great. It seems that only living this type of experience does a pleasant good feeling.

        It is true, Manuel, every time your conscious makes contact with your unconscious certain barriers in your brain are going being demolished, the communication between the two is going becoming easier and this by itself is beneficial for your mental health.

        There is a thing more now you can already understand. Our communication gives at spiritual level. When you establish communication with me ours spiritual beings become founded, they become one. Each one notices and feels what the other thinks or feels. It seems that we are talking, but it is not a chat as between two human beings. Your spiritual being has easier access to your purely biological unconscious, which absorbs the content of our chat and transfers it for your conscious one. By that you are capable to remind and to write on what we have been speaking. If you had not received that training, with that doctor, to access your unconscious, our encounter would have been impossible.

        It is not very easy to accept this having in view my scientific education. That thwarts everything Science has been teaching me even today. How to deal this with scientific knowledge?

        Scientific knowledge, in spite of its formidable accomplishments, it is limited because it is based in the exclusive use of the reason and it only believes on matter or energy existence. It is like a religion, reduced in its performance by the dogmas it own established.

        I suggest to move of subject and to see if you brought some good questions.

        They are not true questions. I would like you talk about the Kingdom of the Skies, I thought a lot on the conceptions that I know on the Kingdom of the Skies, but they didn't bring me satisfaction any.

        Which are they?

        One says it is the sky the good ones will live after biological death. Another says it is life on earth when you, Jesus, will come back separating the good of the bad. Other still says it is the own Catholic church, only see it!

        Do fairy tales seem, is it not, Manuel?

        In my time I got tired of explaining to those my dear friends what I understood for the Kingdom of the Skies. Very little than I said they placed in the Gospel, just some comparisons I did to help them to understand. There is something I said and they reproduced it should contributed so they could understand, but it seems neither them nor its followers gave larger importance. I said: the Kingdom of God is close, actually it is inside each one. By "close" I meant "near" and they understood close in time, which should come in little time.

        The Kingdom of the Skies, as I already told you, it went the most important thing than it happened in my life and I had absolute need to share it with them. It is a new way to live life. By that I compared it to a precious pearl that somebody finds and doesn't rest until gets to obtain it for him. It is as being born again to live life in a new wonderful way, very different from that we knew and we lived there are thousands of years. Who tries that way of living it is naturally impelled to do everything he can so its fellow creatures also live it.

        Do you remember a chat I had with my dear friend Nicodemus when I said that to enter in Kingdom would be precise to be born again? He understood it would need to return to its mother's uterus. It is always like this. Most is always hindered for traditional thinking, they think tied to what was they taught, teachings that are transmitted there are thousands of years.

        Certain, Jesus, but what do you tell me of Pentecostal churches? They teach it needs to born again of the Spirit. Is not it?

        Actually they approached. There were necessary two thousand years but, because they stay arrested to its traditions, the new life they offer it is nothing else than to continue living arrested to its traditions in a little more significant way, but it doesn't pass of that.

        The Kingdom of the Skies is much larger, it is a radical change, they drop to earth all the traditional concepts established along the centuries.

        Do you want an example on what it would happen to life in earth if the whole humanity would be born again and did it penetrate the Kingdom of the Skies?

        I want.

        I will give you just one for you to meditate later. Don't think it is an utopia. It is something real and true it can happen if Humanity do not self-destroy before that can happen: all the wars, conflicts, fights and disputes will cease. All this will stop existing.

        Don't believe, is not it, Manuel?

        I am sorry, it is necessary to see to believe.

        As dear Thomas...

        You speak, speak, speak but I continue in the same, I don't know what it is the Kingdom of the Skies or how to arrive to it.

        Actually only it is known what it is when it is been in it. It is like explaining to somebody the taste of an apple, if he doesn't eat it he will never know. But it is possible to give an apple to somebody so he can try it. It is also necessary that that somebody wants to try. The common fact is that most search a thousand reasons for not eating the apple because they don't know it, they are afraid of the unknown.

        Lamentably, ours traditional thinking makes we only believe on somebody when we well know him; we need to create trust on him.

        Next days I will speak about me, of my life as I lived it. The only you know about me is what my friends said over me. They were not interested on telling the history of my life. Its main interest was to strengthen the nascent church, looking for in the old writings the supposed proofs that I was the Messiah and the son of God. Almost everything they said was piously invented for that target. Do you agree, Manuel?

        Perfectly, Jesus.

        Shalom Manuel.

        Shalom Jesus.

4th DAY

        Hi Jesus.

        Hi Manuel

        Did you think on the Kingdom of the Skies?

        Not a lot. I thought more on how would have been your life. Some people think you went to India in search of knowledge.

        No, Manuel. Whole knowledge of the world is within our reach, inside of each one of us. It is just necessary to know how to arrive to it.

        I will begin speaking about my grandparents.

        They were simple people, peasants. Religious persons as most Jews at that time. Two couples friends that lived on the proximity of the same village. They stood out for the extreme tolerance and understanding of its problems and of the other ones. They were always ready to appease neighbours' disagreements. Different from most men of the time, my grandparents didn't treat its wives as property destined to give them children. Each one saw its wife as a companion on the works of living and treated her as an equal. Actually they were not very well considered by the other ones exactly for that. They said they were not true men. They were considered slack. But it was not like this, no. They loved each other with tenderness and each one made the best to do softer the other life.

        The two couples had many children. Among them Joseph and Mary, my parents.

        Mary and Joseph knew each other from children. The children of the two families played together.

        Early there was mutual attraction between Joseph and Mary. My grandparents were happy to notice and a lot they contributed so they married when time it arrived.

        Joseph, my dear father, had learned carpenter's occupation. My parents of its carpenter work lived.

        Plus although my grandparents, my parents revealed that characteristic of great tolerance and understanding in the peaceful solution of problems. When they had a problem, they talked of equal to equal. Each one respected the opinion of the other with great understanding.

        They also had many children that were treated with a lot of affection and tenderness. I went one of them. I didn't go the first as it was said, I went third. The first was a girl, later a boy, later me.

        From small I heard my parents speak about a kind God who had created the world and who loved its creatures.

        All my brothers and sisters were talkative, cheerful and playful. From very small I was a bit taciturn. I liked to be thinking on what was seeing. I also liked to play with them as any child but also isolated me to think.

        There was a great tree at certain distance of my parents' house and I use to stay during hours to its shade thinking, imagining and dreaming awake. A solitary place through where nobody passed.

        Certain day, I would have five or six years of age, looking birds flying, I wondered: why cannot I fly as the birds? Why the kind God didn't do me with wings to fly?

        I thought a lot of that and a lot of times I dreamed I was flying. It was a delicacy.

        I always woke up frustrated.

        Little time then, I was lied under that tree to reflect on the birds and without further ado, I began to float. My body slowly rose of the soil and slowly it returned to the previous position. I liked the experience but I got certain fear. I needed to think about it. I had never seen anything similar.

        Years later I came to discover that in certain very old people there were people that moved without touching the ground and they also got to move immense stones without doing any effort.

        The days after I tried to repeat the experience and I had success. I went learning alone to float and to move without touching the ground to my will. But I never told to anybody. There were in those surroundings people different from Jews that made magic, they made strange things to foresee the future, they launched curses and they were very badly seen by the Jews. I was afraid to be compared with them. I thought that what I did also went a type of magic.

        Do you remember an episode when my fishermen friends were fishing at certain distance of the beach and I went in direction of its ship walking on the waters?

        Of course I remember. Peter wanted to do the same and he almost drowned. A miracle only possible to be accomplished by God was considered.

        Well. I tried to show them that for who believed it was possible, they could also make it, but they preferred to continue seeing me as somebody very special.

        Returning to my childhood. As every child I went to school to learn to read and to write and to know the sacred writings.

        I ended very disappointed. That God of the writings I was taken to know was not my kind God, kind as my dear father Joseph. Any day of these I tell you why I saw God as a Father. The fact is I always heard to say at home that God was merciful and that loved its creatures and what found it was a demanding God, just interested in some people and even of them demanded absolute obedience and he ordered and he helped to exterminate whole people only to benefit that small people it was said to be chosen. Myself began feeling badly for belonging to that people.

        I wanted to know more on God, I read and read again these writings. I liked Isaiah who spoke a lot on the Messiah that would come to free the people that would reach a life a lot better. What didn't please me, besides the negative image of God, was that most of the ones that wrote the writings they only spoke on to squash the enemies and to do a great nation of Israel. Strong, powerful and glorious. They didn't have the minimum consideration for other people; they only worried about themselves. They felt proud as favourite of God. I had the impression that my small people did want to turn owner of the world.

        In my time, Romans dominated my people. It would be very natural they wanted to be free from Roman dominance. But what I saw was they were the same to them and they just wanted to acquire for them the power they had. And that didn't please me. From very young it rejected me any violence form. I could not accept that one should dominate any human being, it was forced submitting and had to obey its wills.

        What more sadden me it was to see how men treated its wives. True slaves to its service. I saw the affection my father treated my dear mother and I didn't conform seeing that nobody treated its wives that way. The same thing with the daughters, women worse than slaves.

        I noticed there was a strong relationship between that powerful, avenging and ruler God and the men of my time. They were very similar.

        Do you remind, Manuel, an episode when my parents forgot me? Turning from Jerusalem my father thought that I was with my mother and she thought I was with him. Actually I went talk to the doctors, those that knew deeply the writings and were religious leaders. It was said they were surprised with my precocious wisdom. Anything of that. The more I questioned what the religion had established as truths, more they laughed at me. They found a lot of fun of a little boy wanting to understand some thing on God. They said that I needed to grow and if then I appeared there saying nonsense as the ones I said and I certainly would be thrown out and stoned.

        It was said, when my father and my mother reprehended me for having been back, leaving them very afflicted that they didn't understand what I meant when I said it had to be in charge of my Father's things. After all Joseph was my father, what other father was the one I referred? They wanted my friends writers to understand that I referred to God, as its only son.

        Actually I was concerned with God; I wanted to know him better. I thought the doctors could teach me something of good on him, but it was a complete deception.

        My dear Manoel, you should already be tired of hearing to speak of me. I promise that in our next encounter I will hear you.

        Shalom, Manuel.

        Shalom, Jesus.

5th DAY

        Hi Jesus.

        Hi Manuel.

        Of everything you said yesterday, a thing it deeply bestirred me. Up to where I know only the astronauts, well distanced of the earth, they are got to free of gravity force. Gravity is a natural law. How is it possible to escape to its action?

        I can give you a superficial idea of how that gives it, but before it is necessary to be very clear that us, spiritual beings we cannot interfere in biological life. Not because it is the will of God or something as this, but it is a fact of our own nature. We are as passengers of a vehicle, we participate in the trip but we don't exercise direct influences. We are as connection links between life and God. We can only inform what we know through biological life. When we join to a life or when we do what I am doing with you we only have knowledge of that particular life type. We as that forget everything we can know about other life forms.

        Was it clear?

        More or less.

        Very well. We may for the intuition to do a person to heve an idea that is possible to float, since it has manifested the will to try. It is not divine or spiritual intervention. It is a natural potential of the human beings that only takes place under certain conditions. The fundamental and necessary condition is that he modifies the atomic structure than it constitutes its body, influencing in the particles it composes the atom. It is something linked to what dear Paulo called glorious body.

        What? Will it be I heard right?

        You heard well, yes, Manuel. How that is made I don't know. I can only know, as well as you or anyone, when the human knowledge discovers.

        Does the person who floats know what it happen?

        He knows that he floats, but he doesn't know the reason. I think that it is tied up to some kind of vibration, of waves, but this is just conjecture.

        Does it mean that in the future there won't be more need of automobiles and aeroplanes? Can each one go where simply wants sliding for the space?

        Perhaps, I think to be possible but I know so much as you.

        I discovered that that natural potential facilitates several other fantastic things you will know when I tell about my life and on the Kingdom of the Skies. Those things are tied up. By that I was frustrated when I wanted to speak on the Kingdom of the Skies and my dear friends only wanted to know of the power they would acquire when it established the political kingdom they imagined.

        That is the main reason that later impelled them to erect a Church tying it to a doctrine, very similar to that they practised and they knew.

        I didn't well understand. What reason is that?

        Its name is power.

        Power?

        Yes.

        But power is a natural thing. Some have more others have less. I think natural that one wants to increase own power. The power takes to the accomplishment of great works.

        It is true, since it is not exercised to dominate whatever is. I think to be contained in this word all tragedies that ravaged and continue ravaging humanity.

        Truth? Why?

        In many species of animals the male is stronger. The more fort among the more forts take the responsibility of preserving the life of the group it belongs. That is natural and it has been showing adequate in species preservation. In its long evolution the man lived a long period in decrees like today animals. The strongest male assumed the responsibility of preserving the life of the decree.

        As time passed animal rudimentary conscience it was extraordinarily developed and those males were becoming conscious that they had power, power of submitting its fellow creatures and other more fragile. The power to dominate gave them great safety, This lead to self-conscience, it was born the self, I am who has power, I lead, I submit. The invention and the ownership of weapons increased vastly the power to dominate. I am who dominates because I possess weapons. Ownership and dominance walk committees. The male intended like this to everything to dominate its seemingly more fragile fellow creatures, animals and own nature. The most harmful consequence was he brutally exercised that domain on who should be its dear companion, the woman.

        In relationship to the woman, I do agree, Jesus, but it is in Bible, when God did create the man he said to him that should submit the nature, is it not?

        Are you still capable to think that God drives words to the human beings?

        Manuel, Manuel, you think exactly as my old companions. At that time, when they were revealed very obtuse, I lost patience and I said: until when? Until when must I live together with you? But soon it passed, I had pity on them, I could understand why they acted that way.

        Is it because I continue prisoner to traditional thinking, no?

        What do you think?

        Even not taking into account the Bible, the man is the king of the creation, the most developed being, doesn't it possess a natural right on the nature?

        Who does establish rights, Manuel?

        It is... it is him same...

        Right or justice, in spite of the appearances, anything is than instruments invented by the rulers to preserve its own domain power. But we won't talk now about that. I would like speaking about me again. Right?

        Right.

        As you know I appreciated to be long time meditating to the shade of that tree. It was there I discovered the Kingdom of the Skies. At that place they happened the facts that created the singular life I lived and they provoked so much consequences that would come, without me nothing could do, to modify strongly all humanity's life.

        Famous men like Buddha, Hitler, Napoleon, Confucius, Aristotle, Mohammed, Churchill, Einstein and so many others exercised great influence in humanity's directions. I could never imagine that a simple carpenter who liked to meditate could exercise so great an influence. Anything than I did it had the minimum intention in that sense.

        It happened of me to have lived a singular interior experience it changed drastically the way I saw life. As I thought it had been good for me, I believed it would be also good for the other ones. I just wanted that the other ones also lived that or other similar experiences.

        Wait a moment, Jesus, are you saying that an experience during a meditation transformed completely you of a simple carpenter that liked to meditate to the shade of a tree in that person capable to cure sick in great amount, to teach with great wisdom, to resurrect dead, to multiply breads and fish, to calm the winds, to transform water in wine and until to die and to resurrect?

        Yes.

        How is it possible?

        Well, things didn't happen as well as in a magic pass, in one moment I was a carpenter that meditated, in the other somebody who did what I did.

        It took time until those things happened, but everything began in a moment of meditation.

        OK, I can believe, but why only to you that happened? If it went something so simple it should happen with a lot of people.

        Actually, there were reasons so it happened to me and not to others.

        What reasons? Were you chosen by God to do what you did?

        No, Manuel, it is not anything of this. How many times I will need to repeat so you become convinced: I was a common person, equal to all the other ones.

        Think well. If I went a sender of God who was ordered to accomplish its will it never would be possible to erect a Church as the one you know. A church it became so powerful that during centuries dictated the rules how humanity's great part should live. It was responsible for the persecution and discrimination until today it is made to the Jews. It was responsible for the pogroms where Jews in mass were murdered as public entertainment. It was responsible for the Crusades it decimated whole populations to its passage. There were times in Europe when thousands of women and men were burn alive in defence of Christian faith.

        The power, my dear friend Manuel, when used for personal interest it is very dangerous. It blinds people.

        Think of an alone thing: what, well there in its profundities, did it impel Hitler to order to murder six million Jews?

        But up to where I know the Christian churches they were always devoted to help the poor and the sick ones.

        That is also true. But did you already spend a little of your time to verify why they help the poor and sick?

        Well, there is no need, because they have pity on them.

        It is possible that one or other it really makes it for this reason, but the immense majority through the last two thousand years it only had an objective: to do the supposed will of God that would have ordered to do charity to earn the Heavens as reward. My dear Paul a lot contributed for that when he said the charity should involve all human actions. Actually for him charity meant love, affection, delicacy, care, but that idea was also transformed and it simply turned charity. Help the needful and you earn the sky. Who gives it lends to God! To build a fund that will be collected later on.

        Again we dropped the subject...

        We stopped where I said that there were reasons that contributed so I became who I became.

        I will talk about that in our next encounter, but this I have just told remembered myself a thing I find good for you to think about.

        I was a carpenter and I became a miracles maker. Are we what we do? Perhaps you start to answer one of the questions that, well I know, it has been one of your concerns.

        Who are you, Manuel?

        ?

        Shalom, Jesus.

        Shalom. Manoel.

6th DAY

        Hi Jesus.

        Hi Manuel.

        Who am I? Look, Jesus, I thought a lot and the only conclusion I got it is an alone one. I am just a man. I remembered you spoke that a stone cannot be a flower. I cannot be what I do. They are different things. We cannot also to be what we have. We say commonly, I am rich, I am a dentist, and I am intelligent. The wealth, the professional ability or an intellectual characteristic, things that are possessed cannot be what we are. The only thing I am and I cannot stop being it is to be a man. This helped me to see that we everybody are the same, just human beings, with this or that ability or property.

        At least one of the great questions that humanity does there are centuries, who are we? Why are we here? Where are we going? Does have a simple answer, is it not, Manuel?

        It is.

        We will continue from where we stopped yesterday.

        I said everything began in a meditation and there were reasons to happen what happened.

        Do you remind I said there are days that my parents and my grandparents loved each other and did they live one for the other in a totally different way from what was common at that time?

        Of course I remember.

        This is the fundamental reason.

        It is unbelievable!

        It seems to the first view; I will show you the reason.

        When a child will be conceived, at the moments of parents' sexual relationship, a spiritual being, which it will join to the life it will begin, it is present and it sees, knows and feels everything they do, talk, think or feel.

        All spiritual beings that will join to a biological life they are the same and equally impelled to union, to love and to communion. Its nature is like this. As well as a stone it is a stone, a flower it is a flower, a man it is a man, a spiritual being is a spiritual being as I already spoke to you.

        As if it arrived with a tremendous thirst of living a biological life, it is strongly impelled to identify to whole live being it finds. It begins seeing its father or its mother and as that it thinks: I am this man or I am this woman. Then it will see its ovum, or its spermatozoon, or its embryo and it will say: I am this ovum, spermatozoon or embryo.

        When it identifies, it becomes identical, actually it as that penetrates the being that finds and live everything this is living. But it knows that can only live the embryo’s life to him destined. It also knows that is a man or a woman. It knows its own sex before possessing a biological sex.

        If it goes man, it will look at for its father and it will say: I am man, my father is man, and I will be the same to him. If it goes woman, it will say: my mother is woman, I am woman, and I will be the same to her.

        Besides having science of everything that its parents think and feel it can deeply penetrate in its minds, until their unconscious. This provokes two types of consequences.

        If, it is just one of the many examples that usually happen, it notices on those moments when it is conceived that its mother or its father doesn’t want children, it is rejected, it will say: they don't want me! As that it sends a message to its biological embryo, which also possesses an embryo biological mind, that it will be a rejected person, never desired, and never wished. Who will be born will carry of there in before a rejection feeling, which will go becoming worse, every time that in its life it notices being put sideways. That will constitute in a constant barrier to impede it of living its life fully. At the same time as that will ask to its biological mind to make something to overcome the problem. It will result a type of decision, in general faulty, which will produce damages to its subsequent life.

        Its potential is so big that can do that its genes are modified or until provoking the own abortion.

        An example: if it goes man and it notices its parents want a girl, it can decide to seem a woman to be loved and a homosexual can be in perspective.

        The second consequence is that penetrating unavoidably in parents' unconscious it will find a person of the opposite sex of each one that was repressed. In its father, the feminine intern images in continuous conflict with its masculine conscious person. In its mother it will be the inverse.

        In highest, it will see its parents as divided creatures, not entire, which live in constant interior conflict, because they were taught from even before they were born to accept the supposed characteristics of its biological sex and to also reject the so supposed of the opposite sex.

        A great problem there is beginning. The human beings immense majority is always born as creatures destined to live life in an eternal inner conflict. For this the spiritual being sees him before a dilemma. Its nature impels him to join, becoming one with a biological being. But it finds a being condemned to be divided, two people in an alone one. It decides then not to melt. It just stays juxtaposed.

        When, it rarely happens, it is truly founded, it became one, the human being it will be born will be capable to do great things, to live its life in a full and productive way; it won't stay as a divided human being, it will really be an individual, undivided.

        Ugh! That is too heavy for me, Jesus.

        It seems. I just gave you a brief idea, when you live an experience as this you have with me and to seek the moments of your conception, it will be easier to understand and to accept.

        All this did you discovered in those meditations under that tree?

        No, Manuel. Little thing I knew at that time. I see that you don't know but they exist, there are already more than twenty years, several psychologists, doctors and psychiatrists who are devoted to study those facts, what has been allowing to get wonderful cures for many types of diseases for a lot of people and to drive them to a more significant life.

        I went a privileged of few ones. I found parents who loved each other, who understood each other and that wanted children very loved before even of they be born, who didn't have worries with children's sex, what came it would be well received. And each one of them having come to the world in similar conditions because its own parents were similar. That is a rare condition of happening. Mainly at that time.

        Because of that then became you that special person, capable to do what you did? Was it not?

        Precisely. But it was not exclusively by that. It was fundamental and it was the basis of a long posterior walk.

        I will make you a suggestion, Manuel. What do you think of some days to pass without our encounter to meditate more widely?

        Will it be good for me?

        I am sure.

        You will think of everything you heard of me, you can compare to everything you know about psychology, philosophy, religion, science and the more than you want. You will try to see if can notice in you any type of existential problem that inconveniences you there is a long time. Examine your history, make a playback of it.

        When you return I will give some clues for you to make a beautiful trip through your interior. You will have the necessary time to decide if really want to do that trip or not. Do you agree?

        I agree, yes. I think I will want but I feel a certain fear.

        There is nothing to fear.

        Shalom Manuel.

        Shalom Jesus.

7th DAY

        Hi Jesus.

        Hi Manuel.

        And then? How was your time?

        In general, good. I miss you. I thought a lot on the things I know and I believe and I tried to do for my own the trip you suggested but it fell through. Significant, only some things I remembered from childhood and that were totally forgot, but it was thereabout.

        That is already a good sign.

        With me it was much more difficult. There was not anybody to teach me.

        To have success there are two possibilities: you seek one of those specialists that I spoke on and you shall have difficulty any or you try by yourself and it will be less easy and delayed, but the final result can be significant.

        You said that would give me some clues...

        You are already trained to relax and are capable to access your unconscious as you did to some minutes. To facilitate things you need to create a person, an imaginary person that minutely knows all the contents of your unconscious. He doesn't exist; it is just an artifice. He should be an original creature, never similar to somebody you know. He symbolises your unconscious. Its only and exclusive function is to reveal to your conscious self all and any registered in your unconscious content. This is like a great videocassette group that maintains the registration, live and colour, of every second of your life, besides what captured from your ancestral ones. Give him a name, to call him and he will assist. You may call him Louis, Paul or the name you want.

        Start with a significant scene any of your life or one that reveals some problem kind. Order Louis to show other scene that has relationship with that. It is always necessary to be attentive; he uses symbolic images. For example, he can show you the number 1, which means something when you had one year of age. Or 02, the second month of your own gestation. Or 00, the moment of your conception, or 003 the 3rd month of your mother's gestation or of your father’s and so on. Be demanding to him and take very care because we are very skilled hiding things of ourselves. Continue until finding the root of the problem.

        Is only that enough?

        To begin it is. There are many other things you will owe and can do but, at the moment, the purpose is to help to understand what I have to tell you from now on. Books that can clear almost everything you want do exist.

        When I lived those interior experiences that culminated with the Kingdom of the Skies there were not books, there was not who knew something similar. And I was just an adolescent.

        I would like to know how it was, Jesus.

        It always deeply bestirred me that fact of me to float and to move in space. Reason that happened with me?

        Whenever I meditated to the shade of that tree in total isolation I began to think on that. Until one day, without further ado, I began to see a scene where Mary, my dear mother, was censoring me very roughly. I noticed myself sad, it was unjust what she did. I didn't have any memory of that event. Did I find very strange; will it be I dreamed? No, it was not a dream, I am sure. What will be then? How can it be like this? My mother didn’t use to act like this. Where will that behaviour come from?

        All of a sudden a strange scene was revealed. A man, unknown by me, he screamed and he beat a woman. She whole shrank and she cried.

        I asked for myself: who is that man? It appeared a line of people. It seemed that each one was the father or the mother of the previous. I saw perfectly that man at line's end. I was surprised; he was my maternal grandmother's great-grandfather.

        See well, Manuel, at that time anything was known about heritage, the minimum idea was not had of how the conception was processed or how it gave the reproduction. I was shaky. I felt immense need to clear those things. I asked my mother if she knew some thing about that man. She found strange a lot for me to ask but she had not known it. Nothing knew about him.

        The following day I tried to continue. I returned to that scene with my mother decided to examine each detail. I stayed a long time and suddenly I noticed that I was my own mother. Being she I saw many scenes of its own life and I ended up discovering that I was sometimes also a very violent man that always shrank. I noticed as that inside of her a man who always tried to hide.

        I didn't understand anything than I had tried but I accepted bestirred.

        Almost everyday I reserved some hours and I continued meditating to the shade of the tree.

        Certain day came me an idea. If my mother who is a woman has a man in its interior, won’t have me in the same way a woman?

        It didn't give another thing. In one of my interior trips I found her. There it was she of foot to my front. Its appearance reminded my older sister. I looked at a little distrusted for her and she looked me calm and confident. I was paralysed, cold, confused. Its placid glance affected me, something told me: I am she also! Confident I was ahead, eyes into eyes, suddenly we hugged each other. It was an intense and touching hug. I will never forget. We were an alone one. We melted one in the other. Never again I saw her, I felt her inside of me because we became one alone person.

        It was at that moment that a light came to my eyes, there was a brilliant light that seemed to come of the high, which to everything flooded and wrapped up. A soft light from which emanated love, tenderness, understanding, protection, life! I understood that light could only come from God. Immediately I remembered Joseph, my beloved father, the special way he sometimes looked at me, a glance full of affection and understanding. That light revealed my Father of the Skies, for sure.

        Do you get to imagine how I felt, Manuel?

        Actually, not. It should have been something fantastic!

        Leaving the experience, when opening the eyes, everything seemed different. Nothing had moved but it seemed that everything had moved. I totally felt other, it seemed that I had been born to few minutes and to everything I contemplated dazzled. It seemed to be a newly born who got scared and surprised of everything.

        In the days that were proceeded, I looked at and I felt the people that I knew in a completely different way than it was before. It seemed to understand them and to myself in a totally diverse way. It seemed that all the doubts I had in relation to life meaning had disappeared. I noticed me as a new, capable and entirely free man. I knew that I would find inside of me the answers for all questions, I felt that no more would need to ask anything to anybody.

        That brought consequences it facilitated it could be made everything that I did later.

        But this will be subject for other days, Manuel.

        I think you already have a lot to think, to meditate and to do.

        How I have!

        Shalom, Jesus

        Shalom, Manuel.

8th DAY

        Some days later.

        Hello, Manuel

        Hello, Jesus.

        Today I have novelties, Jesus!

        Don't say! I am seeing by your different way they are good novelties. You seem animated; I notice a new shine in your glance.

        It is true, Jesus. I found very interesting things, not as it happened to you, but I am right that am finding a road that is already modifying me for better.

        How was it?

        I created Louis like you suggested and I tried to understand each other with him to the point of to be safe that he would show me everything I wanted. I began with one of those scenes that had recollected from childhood and as I ordered, Louis was showing me another that linked, which I didn't have the minimum notice it could have happened to me. Until it arrived to a scene where I saw my mother very concerned saying to my father that she was pregnant. It was the third month of my gestation and I saw myself as a small animal shrunk in its uterus. I noticed clearly that they didn't want children, therefore they didn't also want me. They did not want me. I noticed sharply when they thought of abortion. Both thought and my father said that the only solution for the problem they had would be abortion.

        Soon after I felt a type of wave of my mother's coming love and her saying that not, she would not make abortion. Actually she thought not to want children but at that moment she discovered that was just by father's comfortable obedience. She wanted me, yes. They began to discuss and my father left screaming infuriated.

        They fought by my cause. If I would bear it would come to be responsible for its quarrels. They would not love each other and they would not love me. Some thing needed to be done. I noticed myself making a decision: I will be a fragile, sick, not very intelligent child. My parents will have like this pity on me and they will join to take care of me.

        Today I know the reason, Jesus, when somebody rejects me I feel fragile and I behave as a fool so the other has pity on me and accepts me.

        Amazing, Manuel. You now are ready to continue your interior trips and to be cured of other wounds that were formed before you to be born.

        How will that be? Will you cure me as you did formerly?

        No, Manuel. They have at least four roads that drive to the cure of those things.

        The first is to seek those professionals that I spoke to you. It is fast. In a few days the main problems are eliminated by the root.

        The second is less fast. It is to learn how it is done and to accomplish the own cure.

        The third is quite slow. It is to seek people who have the talent of cure and to ask they pray for your cure. The disadvantage is that little things are cured, you stay on the dependence of other and it is not known exactly what happens. The concepts and religious practices also tend to create more problems.

        The fourth is to seek professionals of psychological or medical area and even alternative medicine or esoteric practices. It costs money and the results are very slow and limited.

        Will I be capable to cure myself?

        Sure. In a next opportunity I will give you an idea how it makes and practising you will discover yours own roads.

        Talking on cure by prayer, I would like to tell you how it was developed in me at least one aspect of people's cure as I used to do.

        Before it will be necessary that you understand better that story of a man and a woman in our interior.

        Dear K.G. Jung rediscovered this fact when he referred to the animus and to the anima. He got to show on what called "individualisation process" it would be necessary the acceptance for the man of its interior feminine aspects, symbolised by the anima and for the woman the acceptance of its interior masculine aspects, symbolised by its animus.

        The own biblical author, in Genesis, also referred to this when he wrote: "Will man abandon its father and its mother; he will join to its wife and they will be an alone flesh". I ended up discovering that those father and mother are like images of the masculine and of the feminine interiors that are founded and they create an alone flesh, a new one reborn being.

        They also have other very old references.

        There is a modern author, dear Robert A. Johnson, who in its small great book "He" shows that interior duality, using an old myth. I advise you to read this book, Manuel.

        All three arrived close, they spoke on acceptance and on need but they didn't get to notice that to accept it is just insufficient. It is absolutely necessary that be proceeded to a true coalition of the feminine and masculine aspects. It is necessary that the two become an alone one. It means nothing they are juxtaposed, what happens for the simple acceptance. Consequently, none of them could know how to make that coalition

        It is also necessary the understanding that those masculine and feminine aspects they seem to be inherent to the sexes, actually they are not it. They are just prejudices that are inoculated in children by teaching and by education. Through the centuries they went being defined patterns than what should be a man and than what should be a woman, totally arbitrary patterns mainly established by the dominant male to the point of thinking that are peculiar characteristic of the sexes. Biologically men and women are plenty different but mentally both possess identical potential.

        The coalition will only give in very particular conditions, revealed in a symbolic way. In my case it was revealed by a hug and by the intimate certainty that a true coalition had happened. A feeling of fullness and unique integrity. A true renaissance, as I tried to explain to dear Nicodemus.

        Do I see that you are anxious to do a question, is it not, Manuel?

        Certainly, Jesus. What does this have there to be with cure prayer?

        Everything. That is the fundamental condition not only to cure but to some of the charismatic talents are revealed, those they gave so much headaches to dear Paulo, which continue creating confusions on today Pentecostal Churches, which appear on parapsychology middles and Occultism, on Spiritualism and even on Macomb or on Voodoo.

        I will just talk on prayer cure when done with love, with the only interest that the person is cured. In the other cases, selfish interests disturb.

        People they accomplished that interior coalition exist without they are aware of its accomplishment. Some saints and common people truly dedicated to help its fellow creatures, they are revealed healers. They pray for people and then they are cured of some evil or of some disease. It doesn't matter if they believe it is direct action of God or not. The prayer did by those people produces its own effects.

        The simple authentic desire that somebody is cured it has the value of a prayer and when accompanied of a type of person's mental vision already cured it induces its spiritual being to create conditions so the biological being it proceeds the own cure. It is necessary that who prays for the cure of the another to him sympathises, to him identifies and to him be founded.

        Something like this happened to me in those times. After that coalition experience I began to notice that could look at inside the people and to detect the cause of its problems. Just as you saw that your parents' quarrels provoked problems on you I could see what in the people it was the main cause of its disease. The rest was consequence. That, as you know, I could accomplish the cure of all those people. Today those things are known as cure talents and science. Many believe in a direct action of God, but it is not like this. When a doctor treats its patient with true interest for the patient, this will have very much chances of being cured than when the doctor just thinks of the money he will earn, in the relief when getting rid of more one in the long line that waits for him or in the prestige he will acquire with its cure.

        Be also very clear for you that I only made cures of diseases of psychosomatic origin. In common cures it is not possible, for example, to do to reappear one ear or a finger it has been cut. Some day I will speak to you how I became capable to make cures where not only that is possible as even seemingly impossible things.

        Now, Manuel, I think that was clearer the great enthusiasm that took me to announce what I called the Kingdom of the Skies. I foresaw a wonderful time when all the people could make what I noticed me capable to do. That I say: "who believes in me he will do what I do and he can do until more important things". But the meaning than I meant it was totally altered. With that I meant: if somebody believes that a common person like me can make those things, it will be easy to conclude that anyone will also can. But they preferred to believe I was the Messiah and later on the Own God. And this was the great obstacle until today it has been impeding people to penetrate the Kingdom of the Skies. It is not the only; there are others that also contribute a lot so that it is not seen in that way.

        Like you clearly can see, Manuel, the Kingdom of the Skies is something interior, it begins for a decisive interior transformation that produces a renaissance, a to be born again. A to be born again for a much more significant and healthy life type than the competition life and disputes that it enjoys humanity since immemorial times.

        I can understand now, Jesus, why people are afraid of being born again. To born again for that new life type makes people to see totally like each other. Those that have ownership, power or somehow stand out of the others they get afraid of losing what got with so much effort and those that nothing possesses are impelled to possess, everybody gone back to its own safety.

        Exactly, Manuel, I see you already begin freeing of traditional way of thinking. Some also think they will obtain special powers that will turn them superior to the others and this own thought becomes an obstacle.

        And it is not only that, Manuel, the larger fear is of losing own identity.

        Imagine a world famous singer. He says to himself: "I am" the biggest, everybody applauds me, I am recognised by being the best. All this he went joining to its identity as it was being projected. He will say: I "am" a famous singer. If he accepts the challenge of being born again, he will continue having the same capacity to sing but he won't see himself as the biggest, the largest, and the famous. He will be seeing him as a simple human being, equal to all the other ones, with great aptitude to sing, not better or superior to anyone. Reborn people like him won't also see him as somebody important or worthy of being considered better than the other ones. In Kingdom of the Skies the hierarchies disappear. As identity a simple name and the physical appearance will be enough.

        In Kingdom of the Skies they don't exist American, Jews, Baptists, doctors, black, teachers, poor, or rich as significant of identity. Just human beings, men and women, each one with certain own aptitudes. Races, nationalities, religions, culture level and education, social position, professions, wealth and other things will stop existing and with them all discrimination.

        I am thinking, Jesus, be that won't impede Humanity's progress in the search of better life conditions? Won't it also ambition disappear?

        No, Manuel, the ambition will also disappear but it will be substituted by enthusiasm. Reborn people that enter the Kingdom of the Skies become completely free and naturally impelled to everybody's welfare.

        For today, we can make a pause. Do you already have a lot to meditate, is not it, Manuel?

        For sure!

        Shalom, Jesus.

        Shalom, Manuel.

9th DAY

        Hi, Manuel.

        Hi, Jesus.

        Then, Manuel, did you think of the Kingdom of the Skies?

        I thought a lot and I ended with more doubts than I would like.

        Give me an example.

        Reason, in those two thousand years, didn't at least appear anybody, at least one, who had understood the Kingdom of the Skies like you are showing me?

        Many reasons are, but in the heart of everybody there is a simple thing called fear. Fear of losing what illusory somebody possesses. Mainly safety, safety obtained through the power of money, of social situation, of culture, of fame or of protection.

        Protection?

        Yes, Manuel, protection. Until the poorer and beggars feel safe when notices protected, mainly when they believe in a God who takes care of them, as the God offered by the religions.

        That went the fundamental reason it explains the great initial development of Christianity, it touched the poorer layers of the populations, it offered comfort and hope to them; to the leaders it brought safety by the power they acquired on the people.

        Who penetrates the Kingdom of the Skies, who is born again, feels totally insecure and at the same time notices not to have any need of safety. Actually he becomes a pariah, rejected by everybody.

        How? Crowds followed you, Jesus!

        Many just used me for they be cured, other because they dreamed about the power that of there it could bring. Some were threatened on the power they possessed and they crucified me.

        The master spring that impedes anyone of hearing when it speaks on the Kingdom of the Skies is the fear of the unknown. Everybody prefers to continue living in the mud they are than to dive in the unknown, consoled by the hope that in a remote future things will improve or that after dead will live a happy life.

        What for, then, Jesus, to speak on the Kingdom of the Skies if nobody wants to know it?

        I am sure that you will answer to that question when you try the Kingdom of the Skies. Any rejection, even death, will impede you of speaking over it.

        My dear friends who wrote the Gospel registered what I used to say: "Look first for the Kingdom of the Skies and everything more it will be you given", but the Kingdom as was understood nothing has there to be with Kingdom of the Skies like I see it.

        Actually, for humanity or for any human being one option only exists: to continue living life as actors that represent roles or to truly try a new authentic kind of life.

        In the first case it is what one sees there are thousands of years and that will continue indefinitely even to total destruction of human life. One try to live the men's role, other the women's role and there are others that believe not to be a thing or the other and they attribute to themselves a non-existent intermediary role. In the second case it is the realisation of man's true mission, simply to live an authentic and productive life.

        Can I understand now that to want to transform humanity it is a practically impossible mission, is not it, Jesus?

        Almost impossible, but always possible! If you, Manuel, accept the challenge of being born again your life won't have been in vain and if you get that an alone one also makes it, your life will acquire real sense.

        I don't know, Jesus, if I will be capable to pay the price...

        Anyone can pay the price; it is enough to believe and to want. If you do you will have transformed humanity in an infinitesimal way, but for small that is it will have been a substantial transformation.

        To appear an enough number of couples to live Kingdom of the Skies, its children can begin a new humanity, which will establish the world Kingdom of the Skies. They will be necessary some thousands of years, but it will be a real possibility.

        If Kingdom some day to settle down in earth people shall then people make those almost impossible cures that you referred?

        Yes, Manuel. If some day humanity to decide to walk in direction to Kingdom of the Skies, what should be a slow movement, there will be a lot of people that will be cured for those free reborn ones and its equally free descendants. They will have many people capable to cure in minutes the sick of cancer, leukaemia, paraplegic, mutilated, born faulty, blind, and deaf and any other diseases you can imagine.

        Can all the diseases then stop existing?

        Yes, Manuel, all.

        It is difficult to believe... Can some one that had the legs amputate walk again?

        Yes, Manuel, with new legs until better than the ones it never possessed.

        But didn't you make that cure species, is it not, Jesus?

        No, reason when I noticed that could be made they crucified me... There was not more time so I could develop me in that sense. I was so hurt and disappointed with everybody that I ended up giving up.

        How? Didn't you then die in the cross?

        I died, yes, in another day I will talk about that. It is something very complex to explain because even for me there are aspects I could not explain because they depend on the development of human knowledge that didn't still reach a truly appropriate apprenticeship. I think that you already have enough to meditate.

        Shalom, Manuel.

        Shalom, Jesus.

10th DAY

        Hi Jesus

        Hi Manuel

        I passed some very bestirred and confused days meditating on what you said about last time. I know that science comes developing formidable efforts seeking the cure of diseases and to the restoration of damaged organs. They began on organ transplants and today they try to produce new organs that won't be rejected, but the radical solution seems to be still very far.

        In fact, it is admirable the effort that seeks to prolong and to improve life. What limits and it hinders its development it is the commercial aspect of that effort. The concern to make money, fame or power through those discoveries will continue doing they are only available for some privileged few ones. It became an item more of the intransigent competitiveness that characterises human life.

        Even the effort of some who seek diseases causes through means not very accepted by the science, as it has been sought by the access to the unconscious, they end suffocated by the intolerant thought of same science.

        Kingdom of the Skies is the only possibility of radical solution of all those problems, because disappearing the competitiveness all accomplished effort will seek the welfare of everybody, not only of some privileged.

        It is exactly this Jesus what hinders to accept what you say. The competitiveness is the root of humanity's whole progress. It is what impels us. It is what impels us on the search of athletic records that seek the physical improvement. The dispute for a Nobel Prize motivates scientists. The search of fame and recognition is an extraordinary force for humanity's progress.

        Admitting that what you call "progress" is something really good for humanity, think of a fundamental aspect stopped considering. So there is an alone winner they are necessary hundreds and even thousands of losers. In any dispute there is one who wins and one who loses. In any victory of some few ones there is a crowd of losers. On them I think, those who are despised because are considered losers, are considered weak, the immense majority. How to refer to humanity as a whole forgetting most of them?

        Is it what Christianity comes doing there is so much time, not? Being devoted to help those less favoured ones...

        I am sure that in little time you will understand, Manuel, that the tremendous effort spent in propitiating to those less favoured ones the crumbs than they remain of the tables of those favoured it has one and only objective: the ego of each one enlargement. Those who make it they try to obey a supposed God's law that falsely affirms He has preference for the poor and they don't notice they use those less favoured to acquire merits. Merits to earn the eternal life or merits to feel proud of themselves.

        I believe I am beginning to understand...

        See, Manuel, where it took me your argument. It took me to do one of the things that I more disliked to do: to criticise, to judge. Helps anything to criticise other actions, judgement just motivates competition, fight and war. Myself criticised the Pharisees and I disliked me because I said that should not judge and I saw me doing the same as they did: I judged them and I criticised them.

        When we judge somebody, without noticing we place us on a superiority position, we believe to be better than him. Even if it is just our assumed superiority of discerning.

        Do you want to say Jesus that you don't believe in justice?

        The justice is a necessary evil, in the lack of a better thing.

        A just world is one of humanity's great longings, is not it, Jesus?

        Do tell me, Manuel, what do you understand for a just world?

        Well, a peace world where everybody enjoys the same opportunities, a world without social or economic inequalities, where the stronger doesn't oppress the weaker...

        I am sorry, Manuel, but that will only to be possible in the Kingdom of the Skies. Due to two fundamental reasons: first because those things are looked for through fights and you should already be convinced that fight only take to more fights and second, so the strongest doesn't oppress or use the weakest it is basically necessary that he suffers a transformation in its psyche that puts an end to its need of dominating, without this he will just get to live a no-ruler's role and this is so bad as to continue dominating.

        I do accept what you say, but what do you say on common justice? If anybody kills or hurts somebody, doesn't have he to be punished or moved away of social conviviality?

        If you show me a plausible reason so it is like this and you show me it gives some positive result, even so I will continue saying that justice is a necessary evil on lack of another better thing.

        Well, it has been like this there are centuries, there was always need of justice to avoid murderers, thieves, drug traffickers and rape maker continue to the free...

        Ask yourself why they exist. Ask yourself if the effort spent combating them, to process them in the houses of justice and to maintain them in prisons or to try to recover them has been giving some result.

        Society always attacks the effects intending to eliminate them; it never tries to discover the causes. Only the eradication of the causes can suppress the effects. Same when supposedly it searches the causes it just thinks of correcting them by education, which is nothing else than the teaching of new more appropriate considered roles. To live a new role doesn't reach the deep causes they impel people to kill, to rob or to rape.

        So it can happen, causes suppression, it is necessary the person suffers a total interior transformation, which goes to the profundities of its unconscious and discover the facts that really impel him to do what does and of them to be freed.

        Do I already know, Jesus, can that only happens by its entrance in the Kingdom of the Skies, is not it?

        Exactly, Manuel. Who finds that precious pearl won't have more pulses of dominating, of obtaining for himself and of to harm anybody.

        Won't he become then a fool in the middle of beasts that will take advantage of him?

        Never a fool, but this risk he will really run. It happened to me, it can happen to anyone. He will just look at its own death with other eyes, of it he won't be more afraid and it can even of it get free...

        Like you see, Manuel, we strayed of the main subject. Next time we will try to speak on those almost impossible cures that I referred.

        It would also like to remove some doubts I have on the miracles attributed to you. Is it possible, Jesus?

        Yes, Manuel. Shalom.

        Shalom, Jesus.