A Walk To Forget
A rising sun · Addiction · All the way to death · All my fault · Another Party · Another work day · Candle · Competing with the object of your obsession · Crime on a nun · Cronic Crimson · Don't wrong others · Each second apart · Fuck your need · Happily-ever after · Hey mom · How much more · I'm watching over you · Lust · Never what she wanted · Please, let me leave · So desperately want to be liked · Spring · Suicides Keeper · They followed her · Why I quit
Another work day
Another work day
Just like the others
Another work day
Unlike no other
The same stress is there
So is the hate
The same depression is there
So is the self-hate
I approach her
For a moment I sought
I look at her
The bitch who wears the dark cloth
"Will you please come with me?
I have something to show you"
'Where?
You know I have things to do'
"It won't take long
I promise you this
It won't be much work
That you will miss"
Like you would have done it
You would have found someone else
That's the thing about work
There's always someone else
"What I have to show
Is something that will change forever
It will affect you and your loved
More than anything else will ever"
So we got in my car
And set away
Driving quietly
On this somber day
'Are we almost there?
This is pretty far
I didn't think I'd be riding this long
In your car'
My concentration can back
To see we were there
"Don't worry
We're now here"
I sat there emotionless
And ask, "how do you feel?"
As I positioned my car
At the bottom of a small hill
'You promised to show me
Something that would change me forever
You said it would affect my loved and me
More than anything else will ever
But this has wasted my time
Driving all the way out here with you
You know that I
Have things to do
Look, it's already five
Because of you I missed mass'
"Shut the fuck up"
I yelled as I stepped on the gas
"I want to show you
Where you have driven me
I want to show
What you made out of me"
We reached the top of the hill
Faster and faster I would go
Now at the top of the hill
We could see a steeply dropping hill below
"God is there for you
But where is he for me?
God loves you
But will he love me?
My prayers are left unanswered
Does he even exist?
We're about to find out now
You fucking bitch
He who likes to test
Will be tested now
Let's see if he answers
Your prayers now"
'Please slow down
Please don't hurt me
Please stop the car
I'm so sorry'
"Fuck you whore
Shut the fuck up
I want you to live through this
So fucking buckle up
I told you
This will change you forever
And will affect you
More than anything else will ever
For the rest of your life
This will follow you throughout your days
You will remember these few seconds
Always
You see that tree ahead
If you don't, you will
See that tree
Is about to kill"