A Walk To Forget
A rising sun · Addiction · All the way to death · All my fault · Another Party · Another work day · Candle · Competing with the object of your obsession · Crime on a nun · Cronic Crimson · Don't wrong others · Each second apart · Fuck your need · Happily-ever after · Hey mom · How much more · I'm watching over you · Lust · Never what she wanted · Please, let me leave · So desperately want to be liked · Spring · Suicides Keeper · They followed her · Why I quit
So desperately want to be liked
So desperately want to be liked
The one thing in this world that I need
But where is craving attention
Going to lead
I am not who I am
I am not who I say
I learn less about me
I forget more each day
This mask to fit in
Is more of a cry for help
Making others like me
Causes me to hate myself
I don't know who I am
What should I feel
At least back then
That person was real
Lie on a lie
Myself lies to me
Lie on a lie
Tell myself that I'm happy
But each day pretending
I am someone else
Has caused me to lose
Touch with myself
Looking in the mirror
With a mask on my face
Looking in the mirror
Of the mask of disgrace
Foreign image
A look that I cant take
Fake existence
A person I cant make
Look away
What I see is a horror
Every time that I
Look in the mirror
Look again
To watch myself cry
Look and watch
As my tears erase my lie
Lesson not learned
Prayers not even asked
Hide back in myself
Put back on the mask
Fake smiles
Fake belief
Fake happiness
Fake relief
Fake friends
That never last
Fake presence
Fake past
Fake with all
That I ever give
Does that mean
Fake life that I live?
And fake attempt
When I try?
And fake death
When I die?