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If I could give you the finer things, I would. But being a poor man as I am, I can't give you a piece of this world, just a piece of my heart. I wish what I wrote was better, perhaps the best things anyone has ever jotted down, or even thought up. Then and only then would it be a token of the emotion and gratitude I feel towards you. Unfortunately, the things that mean the most to me are hardest to say. I try nonetheless, hoping you can see past the exterior and experience the thought I put into this. For I hope you too believe that it's the thought that counts.
I have been trying so hard since late Novermber, but mostly December. I remember I would ask you if you just want me to try to stop caring about you. You would say ".... well ... I ... don't want you to not care about me anymore." I would also ask if you loved me anymore and you said "as a friend." Just because you didn't see my attempts, doesn't mean they didn't exist. That's why it was such a blow when you told me you didn't want a relationship with anyone, but a week later admitted you were already in one. Sometimes I get very frustrated and...
but I still love you with all my heart. I know these aren't real, but I love you
