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I
see me sitting sadly in the corner
Knees
drawn up to my chest
Mind
and body wreaked in sorrow
As
the tears course down my cheeks
I'm
praying to a god I don't believe in
While
cursing him in the same breath
I
look at me with narrowed eyes
Pitying
the sorry creature I have become
I
look into my wretched soul
Crying
for the emptiness inside
Emptiness
put there by my own stupidity
As
I stand over the huddling form of myself
I
see it is true, what goes around, comes around
I
had no right to the beautiful love we shared
Not
when the love rightfully belonged to her
Horrified,
I watch the outer shell of my body slowly cracking
Oozing
out the years of pain and misery trapped inside
Upon
taking a closer look, on the top of the shattered pieces
Lay
my beating heart, so broken and alone in misery
I
gently pick it up and place it where it belongs
May
it rest in peace forever.
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