Waiting
Wasted Kisses
Whatever
Whispers
Wingless
Wrinkles At Age Ten
Waiting
lay in tattered blue cords of nylon
smoke from my cigarette rises and gleams
while rays of light reflect
a marbled ceiling of nicotine
stripped to pinks of blush and bashful
naked: just like love would be
turning my head to sounds of nothing
just a suffocated memory
banged my head on the piano yesterday
couldn't find the notes to clair de lune
decided there was something more to me
than waiting here in neverland for you
fog is thick of wood and spices
music droning out thoughts of change
somehow here content with nothing
and believing pain would fade
shudders of the faren-heights
faeries whisper aroon to me
crazy lass i know you're in there
come and play instead of drinking tea
Behind closed eyes I've waited
So passionately I loved you with all of my heart
Inflicted pain is still erecting this feeling of hurt
A breth of fresh air is what you exhaled
Into my desperate lungs
And no feeling of regret shall ever enter my soul
For every kiss was provoked by me
And so no admonishment is made on myself
For doing so
But still, I
wasted kisses
I should've saved for someone else
Pearls were dropped from your mouth to mine,
And, now broken, drip poison into my heart
Your arms once held this homely body of mine
And I felt safe and protected
From those who sought to harm me
But still, I
wasted kisses
I should've saved for someone
more deserving
Roses handed from your palms to mine
Are now wilted, never to bloom again
I closed my eyes so tightly!
Only to discover you never closed yours at all.
so you've got your perfect
your girl, your life, whatever,
and you say you just live
and you tell me to be careful
there are bad people out there
but you aren't here to remind
me anymore
come with me to mars
i promise it's not very far
i don't want another war
it's such an easy way to choose
to hide a life inside yourself
another battle you lose
so you're delightful and lovely
you're love, you're me, whatever,
and i say just give
and i tell you to be careful
cause we bad people don't care
but you aren't here for lectures,
dear, anymore
We had a moment,
just one moment
where the purity
of life came rushing
I heard you whisper
upon the petals
of a rose once
drowned before it bloomed
You didn't know it
when it hit you
when life was upon
you at it's fullest
Or when I loved you
I truly loved you
and you knew I
felt it from the inside
Assumed love,
trapped by jealousy
Long-sought heart beckons,
though the victim is tied down
Once concealed notion
of everlasting promises
Free to fly,
yet wingless
Suspended in air
as time moves on
Surviving,
perhaps purely by will,
Living one breath at a time
without reason
You can't take back all of the
things you've proclaimed
If a heart-beat is life then I am
but a cavern for your requiem
Human hands are wrought with
worry and age
A mediocre copy of you
we are nothing but debtors
Don't turn around
keep your eyes open wide
Wrinkles that will never
trespass those sweet scarlet lips
Deep crimson sheeks are now pale,
for life was drained and her
blood now lies still within her veins
