All About Missy
So your still lurking, huh? Well then you probably know me some how and in that case please continue.
You came seeking knowledge and this ye shall find. This is how it is; My close friends call me Missy, but my family calls me Melissa. I am 25 years old. My birthday is in Feb, so if it is coming up don't forget to send my present. I do smoke, but for all you worry warts out there, I don't smoke around my child. I know that smoking is bad for my health, so there is no need for you to remind me. I rarely ever drink, I DO NOT, let me stress this, DO NOT DO DRUGS so don't do me any favors by offering to get me high. I don't care if anyone around me gets high, infact I recomend it for some of my friends. LSD used to be my favorite, thats why I can't do it anymore, I liked being that happy way to much. I don't go out much, because like I said I am a single parent. I do not think of this challange as a bother, but rather a wonderful gift. I used to party alot, and go to clubs nearly every weekend. So don't go thinking that I am a prude. There are just more important things in life than going out with your friends, all the time.
Lord knows what I do for work. I have had to many jobs to count. Some I liked, most I hated, 2 I loved. Working for a cemetary chain was super fuckn cool. My job was to sand blast the granite headstones. Making them into memorials. The other cool job I had wasn't really work. I was an apprentice for a tattoo artist. (I am working on his website also.) But alas I can not fulfill that dream either. Maybe one day soon, I can continue with that one. I left the house in the morning saying I was going to work. When really all I did was sit on my ass, drink coffee, smoke, talk to cool people, and draw tattoo flash and line art, all damn day. It doean't get much cooler than that. And yes, I can say without a doubt, Women handle pain, ALOT BETTER than men!
I am currently single, and I like it that way, for now. I am not looking for love on the internet, or any where else for that matter. I am doing things with my life right now that I should have done before I had a child. Part of that is figuring out who I am, and getting a grasp on what I want out of life. Another part is I would rather spend my evenings playing with Tori, than cooking and cleaning for a man. Why, because Tori doesn't care if the dinner dishes sit in the sink, until she goes to bed. She doesn't care if we eat spaghetti 2 nights in a row, which has happened. And she rather enjoys it when the toys are all over the floor.
I do, however, enjoy chatting on the internet. I like meeting new people, and sharing information, and poetry. Since I don't get out much, I meet them on the net. Usually after Tori is in bed, and the dinner dishes are out of the sink. LOL.
I have stong views on religion. And I will tell anyone who wants to know, I am not a closet believer. I don't support any organized religion. I don't call my self any kind of group name, like Christian. I think God lives in your heart. I have had a very rough life, and I have always managed to survive. I don't think that it was just luck. I know that God will not let me go without the things I need. There have been times when all I had in the cupboard was egg noodles and peanut butter, and only Kool-aid in the fridge, but I have never gone hungry for to long, and I always pull through. I give that credit to God. I don't think that any one religion has got it right. Though I do think it is funny that they all claim to have "it" right, and will damn anyone who does not believe the same as them. I know that if I do in my heart what I know is right and moral, I will have lived a good life in God's eyes, and also in my own. You know before you start to do something, whether it is right or wrong. I think choosing to do what I know to be good, and doing what I can to help my nieghbor, is all that God is really looking for. Lets face it, what good will kneeling in the proper manner, and taking communion do for you, if your cheating on your wife, or stealing from your job? You should know whats more important.
I did have a very rough life. In some ways it still is, the difference is now I cherish the life I have. I was abused in all ways as a child, by many differnt people. I do not however let that control my life. I hear many women say that they were sexually abused by thier fathers, and that it's why they are having such a rough time in life. All I can say to those women is they are letting their preditor continue to have control in their lives. You have to deal with the abuse, no matter what kind, and do everything in your power to break the cycle, before you have your own children. "My father did it to me" is not an excuse to abuse your own kids! This will not dictate my life!!!
I was a ward of the state from the time I was 13. I raised myself and grew up on the streets. And when I was not on the run I spent time in 11 different institutions, and group homes. Being in the streets lead to my being raped, by 3 guys, and I don't let that control me either. These men were never caught, but I don't live in fear of that. The time I spent being a hoodlum, taught me that I did not like being high on anything. It is hard to be "street wise" if you are stoned. And I feel that I am very street wise, though I have not had to call on that knowledge in a really long time.
Don't let all that fool you. I am not "tough". I still believe in fairy tales. I think that one day my knight will ride in on a white horse, or dragon and sweep me off my feet. Notice I did not say save me, because there is nothing to save me from. But even if there were I am fully aware that the task would ly on me.
There is one more thing I am very passionate about, and that is rasism. I can not stand, nor will I toletate a person who would judge another by the color of his skin. My mother once said that I had better not bring a black boy home, ever. Let me tell you, if I could have found a black boy to go out with me, I would have done just that. But, black guys don't tend to want to date freaks. I think that all rasist people should be placed on an island in the middle of nowhere, and left to kill eachother. This would include everyone whothinks they are better than another just because they look different, believe differently, or live in a different social class. That may seem harsh but fuck it!....It's my site I can say what I want..
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Well, I believe that you have got me cornered now. If you came here to find out whether or not I am single,
am overweight, vertically challenged, and generally un-attractive, so don't bother.
In fact if you came seeking a date, you might as well back out of this page now. Go look at my kids page, she is way cuter than me.
Keep in mind that she is only 1 year old, so she is not interested in a date either. Besides anyone who dares to lay a hand on my baby, even when she is 30,
will have both of their legs broken, for free, courtesy of her Uncle Mike!!!
You can only save yourself!
A racist person, is and ignorant person.
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