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What I Am !!!
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I'm sorry if my English isn't very well.. In
future I'll upgrade this page to correct possible errors.
In this Page i want to relate what I think about Homosexuality...
more exactly how i'm conducting my life... and I'm Satisfied of
it.
I Began to know some Boys in the begin of genuary (1997). I known
a lot of them In IRC (Internet Relay Chat), And From Genuary my
personality has evidently changed, I can boast to have known some
very intelligent Boys... a lot of them are still my dear friends
:)
In this period I have tryied to learn so much as possible from them, What did i learn? Surely Now I'm less secretive, I Live my sexuality freely and I don't looking for sex sex & sex in my life... differently as many people.
About the first point, my being secretive, Now I'm not the opposite, but much less then before... however not completely, it may possible sometimes i like being it.
My sexuality... About this point I
have had huge satsifactions, i didn't find someone to
love for all my life yet, maybe the reason is I can't
say: << I LOVE YOU >> to someone if I'm not
really sure... I think theese words are very important.
However I have known very wonderful boys... I won't tell
their names, but some of them are in my friends page
;-)))
What did I learn ?? ...What I am Now, depend on in part
of them and in part of my manner to interpret any event.
Shortly I'll explain my situation: I said about my
sexuality to my parents, and to my friend ...they all
accepted the situation, I like to conduct any possible
relationship like i had it with a Girl... It mean I can
go in the streets of my town with my Boyfriend
hand-in-hand... and if i would like to Kiss him i can do
it with no problems, but it not mean i want to exhibit
myself intentionally. I'm not interesting to hide my
situation to anybody... but not even to tell their it if
they don't ask me.... Have you ever seen a heterosexual
who told someone : << I'm heterosexual >> ??
, But naturally it change when it concern my parents and
my friends. I can't see the usefulness of the big Pride
demostrations I think the better Battle is just living my
life as i want, naturally without doing any illicit
action., but with a real freedom mind.
Don't you think this is the best method to get accepted
the gay situation from the society ?? If everybody will
do it... Believe in me... the sitatuation will change,
and if you don't repress your desiders you could conduct
a normal life.
what is normalcy ? ...it doesn't exist, but i think we
imagine the realty very different then what's really...
mainly you must accept yourself.
I can say it... after i known some Heterosexuals who had
a lot of prejudice, but after they have known some Gay
Boys they changed their opinion obout them, they
understood the absurdity of many things the society says
about Gays and they understood we all (heterosexuals
& homosexuals) need the same things, we have all the
same desires, same thoughts, we are all normal... or
nobody is it :)
I'm Lucky ?? ... I don't think it.
If you'll think to be in fault... the other pepole will
aggravate your situation, if you'll understand you aren't
in fault, if you'll live your life freely, with
naturalness, you'll joke about your situation too...
believe me.... you'll have a great life :)
What's the third point ?? ...i
forgot it ;) ...Yes, The Sex !!
Is it Possible a lot of people make of Sex a Life-Style
??
I Like it, i'm not Chaste&Pure, but i like to make it
with a special boy... not with anybody, i don't like it
if isn't a completion of relationship that includes
setiments too... Sex isn't the only thing in my life, i
like sweet contacts too :)) ... I think everybody must
find an equilibrium in their life and anybody have one,
it's different from the others... than i don't want to
judge nobody.
But i think it's absurd to complain to many people say
the Homosexuals think above all the sex, when the most
Gay Discos have the DARKROOM, does this room exist in
normal Discos ??
I haven't ever been into one of theese rooms... sincerely
i don't go very often in disco, it depend on the friends
that comes with me :)
I Like very much travelling, meet new
interesting people.
I like Hip Hop and R&B music, some singers as Giorgia, Mariah
Carrey,
Shola Ama (You Might Need Somebody of Shola
Ama in RealAudio),
Alanis Morisette, Articolo 31, Sottotono, Skunkanansie :)
....And My Ideal BoyFriend ??
Anybody could be him, but if I Have to idealize him, i can say :
Sweet, sensitive, dynamic, funny, sure of
himself, romantic, a little jealous,
out of mind, he mustn't be over 26-27 y.o., he must be serious...
but sometimes childish too, he must can share his tought with me
when it's necessary... but he must be mysterious too.... I know
It's very hard to find somebody with theese characteristics :(
I Can't Dany that His apparence, his look, is important too...
But i relized it's too hard to idealize it :-)
And Me ?? I don't know... my friends say I'm
a little out of mind, but I'm sweet, sometimes a little
unbearable and... I'm very direct with other people, when i have
a problem with someone I immediately expose it to him... I don't
like pretending ( it isn't alwais a good characteristic )...
Sometimes I love to amaze others and myself too.
What other i can say about me ?? If you want to know more you can
ask it to some of my friends ;-)
Now I'll stop to write more things about me ... I Hope i wasn't too boring.
I KNOW.... IT'S NOT EASY ENDURE ME !! :-))