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Of Course It Hurts

Of course it hurts when buds burst.
Otherwise why would spring hesitate?
Why would all our fervent longing
be bound in the frozen bitter haze?
The bud was the casing all winter.
What is this new thing, which consumes and bursts?
Of course it hurts when buds burst,
pain for that which grows...
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Yes, it hurt when I met Carol. Because I was so afraid. Afraid of those big feelings inside -  and it was so scary because I didn’t want to get hurt again in my life. At the same time it was so wonderful - a new feeling I didn’t now about for so many many years. It really filled me!
This wonderful woman Carol was stubborn like a mule and I think she really saw me! She understood my fear. She was so brave! One day she just stood here at the airport. It was so wonderful! I don’t think I ever felt such  happiness.

HERE SHE IS - THE WOMAN OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!

One year and four visits later I can’t understand it’s real. I have met love! The real love!

Think there are many out here and also in my close circle of friends that are doubting this and think Carol and I have gone insane. But we don’t care! This is love - life is short!

I feel like I have come home after a long long travel - home to wonderful, warm, loving arms that loves me without any reserves - and that is so wonderful! This woman really SEE me - and she loves what she sees!
I have always believed in the quality inside people - because the outside changes so fast and you can even change it yourself! This woman cares, understands and loves me. That is all that matters in my life!!!!!!

 

So why be this naked on the Internet? Who cares?

Well the fact is we both met on the net! This is the way we had to communicate in over a year! And I also imagine that maybe other women can get some help out of this.
I also think those pages are the kind of love declaration we make for each other and for the world around.

Dear friend, take it or leave it!
For sure I am not a big freak about cyber and gay com but the fact I met The woman in my life out here -

I highly recommend it!

I am the happiest woman on earth!

Since the 30th of November 1998 we are living together in Sweden and will start planning our future together and with my son.

With love,

Stina


She is my mistress now and forever!
* and then I mean the loving mistress

 

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