"16 Will Get You 20"
Short skirt and strawberry hair.
What secrets are behind that stare?
Too many restless nights are in my past.
I can't see through the sin of circumstance.
They took me away after a thousand kisses.
But I wouldn't trade her love for a judge's decision.
About the law, brother, I've learned plenty.
16 will get you nothing but 20.
"The HIV Man"
I wander these dark streets
A prisoner of the past.
My sins have led me to death.
But I feel no remorse
Over
The life I leave behind.
Memories
Cause me great pain.
But I press on
Knowing
Tomorrow
Is uncertain.
Because I'm already dead.
"Street Sweeper"
The wind in my hair/Propels me to kill.
So many moving targets/Just over the hill.
This truck is the/Instrument of my rage.
The accelerator is the liquor/That fuels my hate.
Today I give up/The sacredness of life.
And cherish the screams/This cold winter night.
"Tomorrow and Today"
I cry in my sleep over things that I've done.
Tomorrow is remorse; Today is fun.
I choose my prey by the color of hair.
Tomorrow is guilt; Today I pare.
I find joy in the sounds of their screams.
Tomorrow is regret; Today I dream.
I feel the noose tighten around my neck.
Tomorrow is Hell; Today I repent.
"These Sins"
These sins...
Are all that I have.
After a lifetime.
Of living.
And now.
My final.
Breath.
Is.
A curse.
Forgive me.
Not.
For I know.
Full well.
What I've done.
And.
I smile.
Unto death.
And accept.
These sins...
"My First"
The girl certainly put up a fight,
But I came away a victor that night.
"The scrape of bone"
Tender is the night;
Slender is the flesh.
Gagged and bound;
Snatched from town.
Blond hair curled;
Curse of the world.
Innocence lost is manhood's gain;
Those screams only fuel the pain.
Crimson geyser, lucious stream;
Covergirl on a magazine.
Beg for mercy, twist and trash;
White knuckles set the trap.
The scrape of bone is the sweetest sound;
As the blade of mercy journeys up and down.
Tender is the night;
Slender is the flesh.
Tonight my lust receives no rest.
"Lovely Parting Gifts"
Clumps of hair
&
A lifeless stare.
A severed nipple
&
Panties with fecal
A collection of toes
&
A neck twisted fro.
A heart still beating
&
Escape misleading.
A gash filled with fist
&
Lovely Parting Gifts.
"LOVE'S NOOSE"
Feet jerk.
Bowels empty.
Torso convulses.
Eyes pop.
Spine snaps.
Love happens.
“A Few of my Favorite Things”
A hungry rat placed inside a crib.
Eating.
While the newborn baby screams.
…these are a few of my favorite things…
Providing the homeless with a sandwich.
Swallowing.
The specs of glass unseen.
…these are a few of my favorite things…
A little blind boy thinks that it's raining.
Matches.
Flesh blackens with heated gasoline.
…these are a few of my favorite things…
“Father's Day”
The door crashed open and I could smell whiskey,
So I hid `neath the bed in hopes Dad wouldn't see me.
But my Dad was smarter than I ever was,
`Cuz he found me without so much as a fuss.
Since I was the oldest girl in the house,
Dad took as treasure what I hid in my blouse.
For what happened next became a routine,
As Dad had his way `til I was sixteen.
Sister, that's the year I found me a gun,
And told Dad he was through with his fun.
He died screamin' with a bullet in the brain,
And mister, that was the very best…
Father's Day.