Lullaby ~ The Cure

"I want to know what sustains you from the inside when all else falls away. I want to know if you can be alone with yourself and if you truly like the company you keep in the empty moments."
- Oriah Mountain Dreamer



Ambiguity
Dying Leaves
Center of My Universe
Disciple

Ambiguity


Awakened in a strange land

With half-remembered paths

And twisting turns

That lead

Where?

Familiar yet forgotten

I wander in this forbidding place

With none to guide

Save the subconscious murmurings of

What?

Day time, night time

Does it matter?

Shades of grey

Color my world

Ambiguity

clouds the skies

no sunlight

in my eyes.


Dying Leaves


Dying leaves

From my tree of memory

Drift drowsily

to the unyielding pavement

crushed

beneath uncaring feet

shattered pieces

are swept and swirled

by the laughing wind

and scattered

into oblivion.


Center of My Universe

You were the most important person
I have ever known.

I had to lose you,

To learn that I could become
The center of my own universe.

To delve inside
Painfully, regretfully,
And extracted the petty thoughts
And feelings
To make room for new growth.

To become the person that
I know I can be,
I dream of being,
I want to be.

I had to lose you
The love of my life
To find myself.


Disciple

I didn't leave.

I waited.

I stayed as I always said I would.

I remembered

Everything

Every line

Just like a good disciple should.

I kept it straight.

I kept it strong.

I kept the myth flowing along.

I've done it well.

Hey, I've done great.

Now haven't I had my wait?

So where are you?

Why aren't you back?

I've kept along this lonely track.

Was it a lie?

All that you said?

Should I just try and forget you instead?

I can't forget.

You're in my brain.

The sweetest memory,

And once again,

I just can't leave,

You might return,

No-one else will do,

For you I yearn.

I'll never learn!

And so I wait,

Although in vain,

To have you in my life,

Again.


Poetry Text Copyright � 1998-2002 Tess Templer

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