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Black Lipstick and Blue Bruises
i look into my mirror
and what do i see
a dead reflection
of what i used to be
why did i change
when i wanted so badly
just to stay the same
the old person is dead
the new person born
what do i do
when i want the old resurrected
and i want to get rid of the new
i hate you
i repeat to myself
i'm the only person left to blame
stupid
why didnt you just stay the same
falling away
falling away from me
you're never going to be normal
you're never going to be sane
stop gazing into the blunt mirror
you're going to turn out vain
leave me alone
memories of you
love
stop loving
give me some space too
you never knew me
you'll never know me
stop the glancing
cease the staring
you know i'm crying
so its not necessary to watch every tear
if anything
just come near
you'll never be here
you'll never be here