The hurt I cause
With the words I use
I shut you out
I cause you pain
Tears fall from your eyes
And all I can think
Is, why can't I cry?
The pain I feel
I try to hide
Ignore it and it will go away
Big surprise
It's still here today
You look at me
Ask, "why can't you let me love you?"
Let me in
Don't shut me out
I just stare at you
And ask you to leave
Am I just stubborn?
Maybe I am
Maybe I want to be punished
So I punish you
Maybe I'm afraid to let you in
I cut you with my words
So sharp and painful
I kill you with my hate
Can I heal you with my love?
Or better yet
Can I let you heal me with yours?
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