So tired of everydays agonizing painful twists of life. Reaching out for a hand, but the contact hasn't been made. Slipping farther into a state of mental depression. Crying for help, but never seems to make a sound. Tears on my face flowing, freezing into puddles on the Devil's door. Hearing his laugh, Knowing he has got another one losing the fight. Struggling to laugh back, but my smile can not be made. Wanting so much to take what I want from life. The joy and happiness, that i never had. I am tired of the struggle, Please God, take me away, put my heart at peace and my soul to rest forever.....

�"SO TIRED"