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15yrs old and not a clue as to how to be a man. Oh sure, I lost my virginity when I was 10yrs old to an older woman, so I knew where to stick it. But that was it, I had no clue what else being a "man" meant until I met her. She was beautiful, and oddly enough we met through someone I grew to despise (but I digress), from the day we met we became inseperable. For many months, day i n and day out we spent every waking moment together... until, the day I found out that I was to become a father On that day I set out to make a name for myself so I could provide for my new family. My travels took me many states away but we spoke to one another everyday if possible. A couple of months had passed and I no longer heard from my love. When I was finally able to call her I only reached her distraut mother who after cursing me hung up. I called back, this time I reached her father and after begging him to tell me what had happened, he told me. My love, my life had died on the operating table with my child. Two months later I didnt care I found a new love... DRUGS! 16yrs old and I gave up my soul freely. |
