LOVE?

You say you love me but words are only that.

Is love for the vain of heart?

Just to say to make themselves feel better?

Is love for the fools?

That have nothing better to do?

Or is love the true emotion that MAKES us the fools?

That makes us the vain?will we ever know the truth?

Or are we doomed denial?

Please tell us what the truth of love is?

Is it vanity? Is it foolishness?

Is it truth?

The answer we not know shall bring us together or apart.

LOVE AND LUST

Love is blind lust is lucid,

Whoever heard of someone killing themselves over lust?

Not I.

Love is the end all of all sanity.

Insanity the result of love,

Pleasure the result of lust.

Love is pain Lust is joy.

Too many strings attached love is.

THOUGHT I HAD THIS LOVE

Oh lover's breath caresses her ear.

gentle words of a love sonnet uttered in intimate tones.

Love, the one passion that does the most harm yet gives life to the lonely and the lost.

Strong arms embrace and tender kisses are exchanged.

Lovers dance in pale moonlight to a song that is shared only in their minds.

Love swells and engulfs the room with it's mysterious presence.

Love is the bane and yet the salvation of all

I shall remember you forever and always.

Through the heartaches and dreams.

The times come and gone.

The tears and the anger, the joys and the pleasures.

I shall remember you always forever and for naught.

Broken trust, bitter betrayal.

Friendship destroyed, life turned to hell

Yet another reason not to trust.

Bitch from friend, dissolved to a bitter end.

So many questions as to why.

Never cared did she.

Destroyed connections to all deemed dear.

Caused loss, caused bitter thoughts.

Why the betrayal?

Why the hate?

So many things unknown.

Jealousy, perhaps wanted what she couldn't have.

WHAT I WANT

Upon silent whispers I kiss the fair night.

Tender hands I hold my heart,

Silver platter underneath to serve to thee.

With nary a word I look out.

Dreams of the heart are felt.

Dreams of love and life prevelent.

Love of fullness and completion.

Life to the fullest extent.

To be free, the final fantasy.

Delicate touch tenatively feels for the one to be complete.

Hesitant kiss awaits for the sweetest lips.

Yearning soul waits patiently.

Freedom to be earned. Fondest memories to be won.

Adversities conquered and destroyed.

Pains to be dissolved.

With a kiss I bid the night.

Farewell to greet the warmth of day.

UNSHAKABLE

To love is to lose.

To dream is to cry.

Life is hell.

Love is pain.

To endure this all,

You must hurt and continue on.

The pains are what strengthens.

To appreciate the full extent of joy.

To love me is to accept me.

Flaws and all.

I am odd.

This I readily admit.

But within the odd lies truth.

I am truth and there is no way around it.

Fear me,

Love me,

Hate me if you will.

You may even despise me.

You shan't shake my love.

I am here.

To stay.

Forever.

Forever and a day.

TRUEST FEELINGS

I want the love that I’ve desired so much.

Feel the arms of comfort enveloping me.

The love folding in on me with wings of these angels.

The caress of your lips.

My one desire is to be with you.

The distance is killing me.

Everyday, little by little,

Soul escapes to be one with you.

My heart flutters when I think of you.

I want this so much.

It’s almost an obsession.

Never before had I given so much of my whole.

I want it to be right.

I feel it is.

My life feels more complete everyday.

The more we speak, the more we say.

I want you so much.

I’ve not felt this so much.

Never had I before.

The time is right.

The feeling is too.

You said you loved me,

Was that all a lie?

This unknowing is tearing me up inside.

I should move on,

Tell you to fuck off.

I cannot let go of this feeling.

The feeling of no closure.

Why must I have to go through this yet again?

I thought that you cared.

I sure as hell did.

Why must you tear me up?
Toss away the pieces as if I were worth nothing.

It hurts, this inept heart of mine.

Why can’t I have what I deserve?

Am I just a toy just to toy with then toss?

Might as well wrench this pathetic heart out.

Let me die with knowing you did not want me.

Closure is what I want.

It is what I need.

Don’t I deserve just that little ounce of respect?
I gave my heart and soul to you.

I revealed every aspect.

Been hurt too many times.

You’re just a new one to add to the dime.

Give my heart, get it wrenched.

Go figure, must be my life, forever till the end.

Guess I was nothing but a little trick.

Someone to pass your time.

Must have been fun,

Stringing me along.

I hope you had fun because it won’t last.

All good things must come to an end.

Remember, every action has and equal and opposite reaction.

Goodbye.

Kept Lies, Broken Promises 

These are the lies that I hear often.

From the mouths of men.

"Oh, I’ll take care of you."

"I love you."

"We’ll be together forever."

"I won’t hurt you."

The latter is the one that hurts the most.

Break a promise.

Break a heart.

For that you should pay.

You lie to me.

You lie to her.

All you are is a worthless piece of sludge.

Nothing to me, nothing to anyone.

You’ve ruined much.

You’ve made some enemies.

The feelings of adoration that I feel.

Without a pause, I yearn to look into your eyes.

Not a fleeting thought of regret flows in these veins.

To be with you always, is a dream that I want to attain.

My love for you is something that will always remain.

The understanding and respect I have, is all in truth.

I give of myself, my heart be true.