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Chapter 2
"THE BIRTH OF A LEGEND"
"I wonder what she looks like?", Brian whispered to Nick who was nervously squirming in his seat while they were waiting for the show to begin.
"Dam Nick, can't you sit still?" Aj grumbled as Nick kept accidently bumping his arm. AJ didn't know if he would survive another 15 minutes til the show would start with Nick bumping him like this. Shit he needed a cigarette.
"Sorry man",Nick said," I am just so nervous about seeing her," I mean its been over 10 years! Shit , what if she is fat and ugly? What if she screws up and everyone laughs at her? What if she isn't what I have boasted all these years, ya know, about her being the greatest thing on God's green earth?"
"Dam Nick, its a little late now to start admitting you were stretching the truth about our Goddess, Jacki the great , or should I say Jacko the slut, as they now call her!" AJ replied.
Howie leaned over Brian and said , "Hey Nick , haven't you heard what Kid has been saying about her? He brags about her worse than you ever did! I wonder why they call her Jacko the slut ,and ya know she lets them from what I've heard?"
"Yeah , Howie's right", Brian put in his two cents worth, "Kid says she is like a bolt of lightning when she takes the stage, that no one else comes close to her in looks or talent, says she is the most gorgeous , sexiest creature that anyone will ever lay thier eyes on, but then again he is trying to sell tickets to make a lot of money for the charity for the kids , so I guess we will have to just wait and see like everyone else. And I heard it was Jacki that started the slut thing because that is what she says she feels like when she is up on stage wiggling her sexy ass around in those skimpy little outfits ,I have heard she wears, so that the rich old men will give bigger donations to the charity. Well shit I mean look at what we paid to get these seats, 5000 smakers a piece. And Kid told me that the name Jacko was given to her because when she first ' takes on' the stage everyone is goes 'There she is! Jack...OOOO my God look at her!' but all you could really hear echoing out of the audience was the Jack..O part, so everyone backstage started to call her Jacko , and it just caught on. Then one day she just said why not just call me Jacko the slut because thats what she felt like and it kinda sounds cute. So there ya go fellas, the story of how our little Goddess became a Jacko the Slut" and at this Rok giggled his silly laugh he had and he leaned back placing his hands behind his head and he finished, " So, ya'll ,can you now please be quiet so I can sit here and fantasize what she looks like and what I am going to do to her later if she looks anything like the sex Goddess Kid has been boasting she is. HHHMMMMM I wonder if she has big...."
"Keep it in your pants Rok", Nick said as he firmly hit his friend on the arm with the back of his hand. "That's my older sister you are talking about and besides , my Dad said to keep YOU away from her if she looks like Kid described her!"
Brian was the only one of the bunch that didn't have a girlfriend. And Nicks's father had heard all the rumors about his eldesty daughter. That besides being a gorgeous, sexy, blonde, blue-eyed Goddess, she also was a very intelligent and caring person. But Mr Carter never believed these rumors about her, he knew better. But the fact still remained that Jacki was being described as just the type of girl Brian had always said he was looking for. And he knew Brian would just melt at the sight of her, if the rumors were true, and then what a mess there would be then!
"What!", Brian said to Nick, not whispering anymore. "Hey Mr C ,thats not fair, wouldn't you like me as a son-in -law?", he shouted to Nicks father who was sitting about 4 seats to his left. They had the best seats in the house, yessirree , front row center, only the best for the Backstreet Boys. They had taken a break in their tour to see thier supposedly sexy little Backstreet Boy Goddess, as Brian himself had crowned her years ago. This was her first performance and appearance in public since everybody found out who she was. Until now she had been more of a myth than anything else because no one knew what name she was going by and the Carter family would not tell anyone what it was or where she was for that matter 'for her own protection ' they would always say. No one but the family even knew if she really existed, some people would tease Nick saying she was just a figment of his imagination, a myth, and even a publicity thing, and this would always send him into one of his pouty moods for days. It all began when the BSB was first starting out and little Nick, whom Brian loved like a brother, had told them all over and over the story of the older half-sister whom Nick had idolized from day one of meeting her. He swore that she was the one that taught him everything he knew. How he had betrayed her after years of her protecting him from anything he was scared of, including his parents. That when the school bullies used to pick on him and beat him up , it was Jacki to the rescue. She was as tough, as she was pretty and would kick anyones ass that dared bother her little half brother, even the boys, the story goes. Nick always grieved over the loss of his sister and knew it was all his fault. Brian always wondered what had happened but this was the one secret Nick and the Carter family kept from everyone. Even Nick said he didn't really know the truth of what happened the day Jacki was 'kicked out' of the family. That the story his parents had told him and his other siblings just didn't make any sense,and this is all he would tell the boys. Nick did know she had been sent to live somewhere with her mother's family but his parents never told him where. The Carter kids would secretly talk amongst themselves about her behind closed doors, where their parents and the rest of the world could not hear. They knew the hell that would follow if anyone mentioned her name around Mr or Mrs Carter. And Nick had always told the boys not to mention Jacki's name unless they were alone, and that is how it was, well at first anyways.
It was about 3 years after the BSB had been formed when they were really getting noticed that the word got out to the paperrazzi about Nick having an older half sister. It was at one of thier first US Press conferences that her name first came up. It was about the 3rd question from one of the older reporters that caught Nick off guard when he asked , "Nick whats this I hear you have an older half- sister?" Well Nick who was 16 at the time got real nervous, he felt as if his gut was tied in knots, he just knew he was going to throw up or worse! He knew his parents had spent so much time and money trying to keep anyone from learning about her, the Demon Child from Hell, they would call her. His parents were on the side of the stage, both looking like they just wanted to go and hide. They both knew what was about to happen and were frozen in time as all they could do is look at their son and pray he wouldn't start blabbing the truth. Lie, Nicky, say no his father was trying to pshycically put the message in Nick's head. He knew what Nick did when he got real nervous, he would just start blabbing the truth of whatever it was that was being discussed. And blab he did, Nick started telling everyone the sad story of Jacki and her mom being killed and her coming to live with them. How she was the greatest person in the world. By now Mr and Mrs C were red in the face and desperately trying to get Nicks attention without drawing attention to themselves. But Nick never noticed them and kept telling his amazing story of how Jacki was the one who had taught him how to sing and dance, how she beat the shit out of anyone that bothered him, and just went on and on about how beautiful she was with these amazing crystal blue eyes that a person could just get lost in if you were allowed to stare into them, oh it was getting deep and everyone was just squirming and trying not to look like they just wanted to bury this whole thing and forget about Jacki, but nnooo Nick just kept bragging on her. Well someone had to do something, so Brian the joker leans over to his friend and says into Nicks mike, "Yeah if it weren't for Jacki I guess you could say there wouldn't be any Backstreet Boys! and thats why we call her The Backstreet Boy Goddess!" And as the words came out of Brians mouth he realized he had just made a bigger mistake than Nick had , because now everyone wanted to know more. "Where was she? Who was she? Why didn't she live with the Carters anymore? Is she really so talented why had no one ever heard of her? Why were they hiding her?" Mr C finally took the stand and the mike and said ,"Jacki had many problems when she was living with us and we felt she was a threat to our other children, so when she was 15 we felt it in everyones best interest for her to go and live with her mother's family." Nick looked up at his father in anger and shock , he couldn't believe his dad had just dissed his beloved Jacki in front of the whole world, trying to make it look like what Nick had been bragging about her a big lie! But Mr Carter knew what he was doing, it was to late to continue to coverup the fact Nick had an older sister.And that the truth, or what he would let be known as the truth, had been found ou. And thanks to Brian the legend (as it would eventually be known) of The Backstreet Boy Goddess was born. The fans loved it , there was a mystery about her. Everyone now knew that if it weren't for her there would be no Backstreet Boys, I mean everyone heard Brian say it! And no one denied it, so it must be true, and the fans loved her even more. And as for what Mr Carter had said about her having problems, no one really paid any attention to this, at first. The reporters and fans looked high and low for her, but not many knew that her father had told her mother give her her maiden name at Jacki's birth.
Something else not many people knew, Jacki herself, 20 at the time, had been watching the interview that day while ironing her nursing uniforms. And though still very angry at Nick for betraying her years ago, she still loved him dearly and was proud of his accomplishments , but she really wished he had never started bragging about her for she had a feling things were about to get hot for her. Once again she was right as she stood the iron frozen in her hand as she listened to her father try to make her look bad in front of all the world. Though she had never thought he would be in the position to do it again, he did it, he had broken her heart and just like all the other times for something she had never done. And as for that big mouthed Brian BROK Littrell if she ever met him she would put her fingers around his, at the time , scrawney throat and choke the life out of him! He was old enough to know better than saying something like that in public, that all it would do is create the need for people to want to find her. She knew she was eventually going to have to pay for what he said, but at the time she didn't know just how much his statement was going to cost her! And without wanting to hear anymore of thier shit she threw the iron through the TV screen vowing that someday , someway she would get her revenge on all of them. Even if it took years....and everyone knew Jacki was a very patient person.
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