11.23.98
I think I'm feeling better about things today. Woke up feeling ready for what the day had to offer me. It wasn't all that bad. I've made a decision to put my Jeep up for sale :( Something I had finally been able to get for myself last year and now that's taken away too. That's going to be so hard to let go of. I'm going to have to end up getting a new car on a lease program or something. Can't afford much else. School's out this week and the kids in the neighborhood are going crazy! To be a kid again. Not a worry in the world except deciding who's house to spend the day at. Oh boy, decisions, decisions, eh? Innocence of children. I wonder sometimes what is it that keeps them motivated in their world? What is it that keeps them going FULL force day in-day out? I'm an adult now...seems I should have achieved in finding that quality of life in my own world by now. Amazing.