"MY FIRST BORN DAUGHTER"

written by: Carol

I remember the day that you were born, I was just a child myself. Afraid of
so many things, but mostly..... afraid of loving you.

I held you once in my arms, no embrace, nor kiss did I make. I gazed into
your soft brown eyes, & with my mind took a picture of your face..... I was
afraid of loosing you.

Years went by & time went on, I walked down lifes path feeling empty &
alone. I would look into the eyes of "little girls" wondering was that you?
As they passed me by.... I was missing you.

I wondered if you were short or tall. Did you look & act like me? Did you
wish upon a falling star? & dream of someday finding me.... I was loving
you.

Were you happy with the life you lived? Were you loved & treated well? Did
you laugh & cry at happy things? & Dream of fairy tales?..... I needed you.

And then one day it happen. YOU came back "HOME" to me. In my heart
forever, I would hold you close to me. Nor time, nor space, nor distance,
could seperate "our souls". We were forever bonded. Our LOVE would prove it
so...... I ALWAYS wanted you.

So now my Dearest Daughter, as we move on in our life. This circle cannot
be broken, it is bonded so very tight. From the beginning & forever...... I
"ALWAYS" LOVED YOU.

Carol

Birth Mom to Christina

born 9/13/72 Found 11/18/98 1st HUG 4/2/99

Mom & Friend to Katy born 10/28/78
Nana to 3 grandbabies.... my gift from Christina

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