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There is no stopping the "Dark Forces". All attempts to stop it have only stalled the "Dark Forces" from attacking. There is no complete destruction of the "Dark Forces" because it is all around us. The night is one form of "Dark Forces". The night also protects other forms of darkness at the same time. There are many alliances that the darkness has. This causes the fight between light & dark to have unlimited battles. This is true due to both the light & the dark needs to other to exist or to have purpose.
The light has the powers of all "Holy" things (religious stuff) and a few other things that are "positive" and "good". These things would be classified as the strongest attack against any form of the "Dark Forces". Some believe that if the "Light" didn't have the "Holy" stuff that the "Light" would fall. The problem with that logic is that every person/thing has "hope". Until the "Dark Forces" can remove "hope" from every given person/thing, the "Light" will not fall. The "Dark Forces" has a great amount of power, however the power of "hope" has an undetermined amount of power. Although the "Holy" stuff has a great amount of power, the "Dark Forces" do defeat some of the "Holy" stuff due to some "Holy" things are made to fall to the "Dark Forces". It also depends on the "faith" or "hope" that the person possesses when using the "Holy" things to fight the "Dark Forces".
In the past, the "Dark Forces" have found weaknesses from the attacks from the "Light". Soon there will be no stopping the "Dark Forces. Once the "Dark Forces" all join together, all "Holy" things will fall. The "Dark Forces" are truly an unstoppable force, to many, when the "Holy" things fall. This is true because many people will lose his/her "faith" and/or "hope" when he/she sees the "Holy" things fall. Everyone believes one way or the other about the power of the "Holy" objects (for any religion), and when it has been proven that the specific objects do not protect anyone any more, people lose their sense of "hope". This is true now, as it has been proven in the past.
The "darkness" is coming. There will be no stopping it. It will hit with a great force. The "darkness" is gathering its troops for this attack. All alliances with the light will soon decrease. Once the darkness attacks, there will be no form of defense available to protect us. The light will be defeated.
The "darkness" is rounding up all of its troops. The fight between good and evil will arise soon. The "darkness" shall gain more and more strength through all the fighting & wars between the good forces and the evil forces. A death on either side will increase the strength of the evil forces.
The wars that appear in the workings help the cause of the "darkness". All wars will cause a negative effect, so the darkness shall gain more strength. The winner of the war will be in the center of the "true fight" between the "darkness" and the "light". At least they will believe that they are the winner. They may think that since they won, that they are on the side of the "light", however that is not always true. It all depends on the amount of prisoners vs. kills that the winner of the war has done. If the kills exceed the number of prisoners, then they are on the side of the "darkness".
Those who believe they are part of the light (of goodness) are usually the ones who are truly part of the darkness. They may not know it yet, but they are the ones closer to the darkness than they would prefer. Those that fight and say they are doing this in the name of the "light", are really part of the "darkness". Those who fight only when forced to, are the ones that truly part of the "light", because they are fighting as a last resort.
There are many forms of the "darkness" that exist in the world. There is only one that everyone will fear, which is death. The destruction that is caused by death is only a part of life that everyone must go through. There is no one that can resist death, where it is all around us. Some people do try to cheat death, however they always pay for it in the end.
Those whom seem to have conquered death are only kidding themselves. They may have resisted death for a bit, but death is still attacking them. All that needs to happen is another situation that is similar, and death will be able to attack the person harder than before. That person is more likely to be conquered by death the second time through, than the first time. The person is also more likely to be tortured on the second time through because death would want to punish the person because of what happened the first time through.
The "light" cannot exist without the "darkness". If the "light" were not around, the "night" would always be here all the time. The "night" is another form of the "darkness". The "darkness" is all around us and will not be stopped easily. Once the "night" exists for longer than the "light", the "darkness" will rule all. This will cause the strength of the "darkness" to gain more strength than the "light"
All that is negative increases the forces of the "darkness". Negative things are all around us, and will always be here. No matter if there is world peace or not, there will always be a negative thing around. The forces of the "darkness" will always have a way to grow where negative things will continue to exist. The forces of the "darkness" will always happen, and conquer all things that exist.
Death & destruction is the cause of all of the forms of fear. The cause is the fear of the death & destruction to happen to them. The death side is the part that scares most people over the destruction side. This is because they are fearful of their religion and wondering if it is the right religion or not, especially when death is near. The fear of that is always there because there is so many religions and no one is able to prove which one is the right one (if any).
The people who do not believe in any of the religions will usually believe in the "alien theory". That one many feel is more realistic in the technical/logical way of thinking. The "darkness" is the reason why there is no true way to determine the true/proper religion to go for. The "alien theory" seems to be the one that people can believe in the most, especially anyone that is in the scientific community. The thing that people do not realize is that the "darkness" is feeding off of the uncertainty that everyone is feeling about the religions.
The "darkness" will always run the world. This is true because the "darkness" will never end or die. It is unknown of how large the "darkness" is and it is unknown how it is involved with all other things in the world. It will never stop from being within existence. This is why the "darkness" more power than what people realize. If there were a way to defeat the "darkness", the "light" would have found it, and done it by now. There will be an endless battle between the two until the end of time. The catch is that if one were to destroy the other, it would be the end of time where neither can survive without the other.
The "darkness" of any given person is usually caused by bad experiences that he/she has experienced. Those people have experienced really bad situations, but aren't necessary part of the "darkness" yet. The "darkness" has many forms, but usually cannot be identified by any normal person easily.
The causes of the "darkness" only are known when it is necessary for the person(s) to know. The "darkness" is accessible at all times, and it will actually be processing when the "light" tries to grow stronger. The "light" is never as pure as people think it is. Many believe that the "light" is pure goodness, etc. however in reality it is the "gray area" that exists. To be pure on either side would actually be part of the "darkness" trying to rule the person. If the person were in the "gray area" then the person would be closer to the "light" than people realize.
The forces of "darkness" will cause much grief if it is necessary. The "darkness" will raise more followers through using grief as a weapon against the "light". It is always for the best of the "greater plan" to succeed in life. The "darkness" has more ways to defeat the forces of the "light" that cannot be counted most of the time. This means that there is always more negative ways than positive ways for any given situation.
The "light" is only another part of the "darkness". The "light" cannot be in existence without the "darkness". The "light" is only in existence (logically) to give people a choice of which way they wish to serve the "darkness". People are able to decide to be with the "darkness" and know that they are. The other way is to serve with the "light" and be part of the darkness unknowingly. Either way the person is serving the "darkness" unless the person goes into the "gray area" which is a combination of the two together.
The "light" in its purest form is only in affect when the person is not in existence. Once they are born, not matter how innocent the child is suppose to be, it will be part of the "darkness". To be innocent is not caused by the belief of it, but by the way the "darkness" see you to be. If the "darkness" uses a child in its "master plan" to the fullest, then the child is truly innocent. This is how the "darkness" works in the world today.
All the people, of the world, will soon learn that the "darkness" is more powerful than it was perceived in the past. It is all around us, and will soon prove to all that it will never die-off.
The forces of the "darkness" can and will fool all that oppose it. Those who think that they are purely, good or purely park of "light"; have been fooled. Those who believe that they have defeated the "darkness", from within the "darkness" are lying. Once you become part of the "darkness" you don't leave until the "darkness" is through with you. The "darkness" will use you again some time in the future, when you least expect it. That will be when you have your "guard" down and be the most vulnerable.
The government believes that they are doing things for the people, however they are fooling themselves. All people are doing is what the "darkness" needs them to do. Of all the people in the government, those few that reject "decisions to help the people" are not controlled by the "darkness". This is true because if the "decision is to help" there is a lot of paperwork that goes along with it. So if the "darkness" wants to harm people the most, it will allow things that are going to help, exist. The "red-tape" and other paperwork that exist when the government is "helping" people is actually there to help the "darkness". It helps the "darkness" because it causes a lot of negative actions from everyone involved. So in-turn the "darkness" gains strength from allowing the government to make new ways to help the public.
The "light" only exists with the "darkness" because the "light" is the opposite of the "darkness". However, they are dependent on the each other to exist. If there is no "darkness" of any kind, then the "light" would also no longer exist. Although they are opposites of each other, they both depend on the other for exist purposes. You cannot have one without the other, because to only have one would cause the problem of having no decisions able to be made. You need both the "light" and the "darkness" to be able to make any decision. In other words, you need the "good" side of a decision and the "bad" side of a decision to be able to make the proper decision for the situation.
The government is one of the lowest forms of "darkness". It has no real power, but it is not beneficial to anyone or anything except for itself. The "selfishness" form of the "darkness" is what controls the government, and all of its groups. The "darkness" will control any form of political group due to the amount of "selfishness" that is required to be a politician.
The "light forces" exist are only the combination of the "darkness", and the "goodness" in people. If people can adapt themselves to cause their "goodness" to expand off of the "darkness" from within, the forces of the "light" will start to exist. The "light forces" are usually not seen because there are so few that can cause their own "goodness" to grow & expand off of their own "darkness". If people could control themselves more easily to get their "goodness" on top, without negative intensions, then the "light forces" will grow more.
There is darkness inside of everyone, the question is how close to the surface is the darkness to you. For many they believe that the darkness is only with those who do crimes or anything illegal. These people are further from the truth. These people who believe that the Darkness is only for those who do anything illegal are closer to the darkness than they, themselves, realize. Those who committee anything illegal may just be touching something that is evil within themselves, which is not what the Darkness really is.
Evil is not the Darkness. Many people cannot tell the difference between them however there is a difference. Evil is actually an act that the person doesn't care what may happen during the act to anyone (including themselves). This is why many illegal acts deal with the death of someone.
The Darkness is actually the negative stuff that people feel about themselves, such as self-doubt. The Darkness is more of a combination of emotions than anything else. Many may fear the Darkness however it is harmless unless they let it run their life. The Darkness may crush the dreams of a single person, but it is only because the person doesn't have the confidence in himself or herself to conquer it.
Many corporations may say that the "Darkest Hour" is upon them or others. This only means that the hope for that situation is very small or unseen. The Darkness itself may have started the situation to go bad, however the Darkness itself only gave that situation a small push. The people of the corporation are the ones that are responsible for having their hope disappear. One crisis shouldn't be blamed on the Darkness; it should be actually blamed on the Evil intent that the Darkness put into motion.
The Darkness is more like an instigator. It will start something in motion, and something Evil will take it from there. The Darkness is a fear that someone has deep down, and when it comes to the surface it is something that is Evil in nature that will take it from the Darkness and force it upon that same person. Sort of like a fear of heights. The Darkness will make the person remember that they are afraid of heights, however the thing that is Evil will cause the person to think of situations to get hurt (or die) from heights.
Those who believe that the Darkness is a form of religion such as those who think that they are Vampires or they believe that the Devil is alive, these people are wrong; they are worshiping Evil at its finest. The Darkness may be the reason why there are small fears about those things, however Evil has caused those small fears to grow into something worse. Evil has no boundaries, it has no limits, and many believe that it can't be stopped. With people like that in the world, Evil has a fighting chance to exist; however there is always hope. The Darkness is an instigator, it really doesn't matter whether it is a negative thing it is doing or a positive one. Those who fuel the Evil in things also have a small hope that the Evil will also be stopped; this is also the power of the Darkness.
It doesn't matter to the Darkness itself what side wins, as long as it can still do its job to cause panic. The little bit of panic (gut feelings, or whatever you want to call it) is what keeps the Darkness alive. May it be something Evil or something Good that takes the Darkness a little further doesn't really matter; the Darkness will continue to do what it has done for generations. The Darkness will be the only thing that continues to survive, because the fight between Good and Evil will continue forever.
The Darkness is in everyone. No matter how good the person is or believes that they are, there will always be a form of the Darkness within them. Many think that the Darkness is to show a form of Evil within in them. In reality it is not in the way they are thinking. It is more like the little voice in your head that tempts you to do something you are not sure of. It could be to take another drink, it could be to have you think impure thoughts of someone, and it could be almost anything, however the temptation is there.
The Darkness can also help you think more in a reality way. You will see on television and hear on the radio about things happening in the world, and the way that those situations affect those around the situations. The people that are complaining about things not being done quick enough, or saying that things should have been a long time ago; are those who are not listening to the Darkness, they are reacting without a thought. Many people will do this; it is nothing to be ashamed of, unless it happens a lot. These people think that the world is a perfect little place and anything that happens that is negative is not their fault, however it is the fault of the government. These people believe that the government is not caring enough about them because of the taxes, or some other excuse. These people need to get a reality check.
If more people listened to the Darkness more closely, then there will be less to fear. All of those things that happen that are negative, such as a death, can be treated properly without it actually happening at times by the Darkness. All of the temptations or fears that a person has will be brought to the surface once in a while so that the person can face it without something happening directly to them. This indirect conflict for the person will show them that the world is not perfect, however there is something that they can help with to try to make as best a place as any. A teen suicide is a good example of this. Every single person has a fear that his or her teenager may commit suicide. The Darkness helps these fears come to surface before it actually happens, however if the person decides to ignore the warning from the Darkness (the fear), they are actually saying that they don't care what may happen in the world today.
The Darkness is a helpful thing at times. It is only seen as something bad or evil because of the word "Dark" in the word. Many feel that the only way to have the world be a happy/peaceful place is to eliminate anything that would cause them to feel fear/non-peaceful. There are those that think of how the "WWF - Undertaker" came out as an entrance theme, when they think of the Darkness. They think it is a thing of the paranormal that goes against everything that a religion would be for. These people are wrong, these people are thinking of something evil. The Darkness is more of a reality check. It causes people to realize that they need to take an initiative to make the world a peaceful place. Everything that happens to the world that causes fear upon many people is actually the people realizing that the Darkness (their fears) was right and there should be something to stop it from happening again. The actual cause is something evil taking what the Darkness (fear) had started and acted upon it.
The Darkness is really a reality check for the world. It is up to the world to act upon the Darkness to make sure that something evil doesn't take it a step further.
The darkness is all around us. We fight the darkness all of the time. The way that we fight the darkness is through doing good things. To be able to fight for what is right is the only reason that a person really needs. It doesn't matter if you are fighting against a friend, a family, or a bully. If you are fighting for what is right, you will be fighting against the darkness in the world.
I have seen the darkness that is in the world. I have been on the side of the darkness for many years because of the depression that I have been in for more than a decade. The darkness guided me through the depression and helped me to go further into the depression than most others get to, and survive. The darkness had me consider suicide on multiple occasions, and the darkness seems to put still around for that same reason.
When a person becomes closer to the darkness than is healthy, it is time for the person to have therapy. I have been able to turn my back on the darkness for the past 15 months. I have started to come out of the depression, which the darkness guided me into. The darkness is still with me, even now with the need to leave the depression. The darkness will be with me until I finally face the past, and to face the past I will have to cause a lot of pain & suffering to those that I grew up with. I protected everyone at the expense of myself (my sanity & my emotional contact), but now it is time for me to think for myself and no longer protect everyone.
The darkness will enjoy the pain & suffering that I will be inflicting onto others. The darkness will become defeated within myself, however it will be able to feed onto everyone else. I know that it will take time for me to finally defeat the darkness, and stop my inner-darkness from surfacing. My inner-darkness is all of the negative emotions that I have been burying for all of my life. The "snapping periods" that I had in the past helped me to vent some of those emotions, however I haven't had a "snapping period" in 7 years. For the past 7 years I have had negative emotions being pushing further in my subconscious and I think I will have no control when they surface once again.
I am about to go through a lot of therapy. I am doing this to help me reconnect to my emotions, and perhaps completely take me away from this depression. It is rare for a person to go into therapy willingly, and in my case it would get dangerous if I didn't see a therapist. I know the amount of negative emotions that are buried in my mind, and I know of how much pain & suffering I have had to the depression. I know that it is all there, however I do not feel any of it. Knowing and feeling are different, however can be deadly at the same time.
I always seemed to be a loner. I always seem to stay within an "inner circle" of friends and wouldn't let anyone within that "inner circle". This gave me the ability to limit contact with other people, and if I had a problem with one of those people I would just not be around that person for a time. The darkness enjoyed me staying within the "inner circle" because the darkness knew that I would be trying to refortify the mental barriers that were against my emotions. I would do this because I needed to make sure that no one could cause me to feel. If I felt anything for any reason, I knew that the secret would be released. I couldn't live with that, and the darkness helped me to hide from my emotions.
With what I have gone through in my life, I have the ability to see signs of things before others. I know that I will be able to help people from doing things that I have done in my past, however I also know that I still have a lot to still go through. The darkness is always within each and every one of us and there is nothing we can do to stop that. All that we can do is to continue our lives and do what is right when the opportunities arise. If we try to beat the darkness, we are just beating ourselves because the darkness will always be there. It is our fears, and many times we will stay away from those fears. The darkness will guide us when the time comes.
In the time of war, the darkness is seen more and more. When the war is between one person and a complete family, the one person is seen to be on the side of the darkness, through the eyes of anyone that doesn't know the details of the war. Many times when the odds are against a person to fight something, the one person is fighting the darkness because the darkness is the group (family). There are times that the one person is on the side of darkness; however not knowing the details causes a lot of assumptions that shouldn't be taken in.
I know that in the wars that I am about to be in, the darkness will be on both sides. The darkness will be on both sides because the darkness will be causing the reason for it being called a war. Until there is one true "good side" the darkness will be fighting for both sides. This can cause any war to last longer than it is suppose to be. I know that one war I will be in is to fight for what is right, however the other one is a war that is for sanity. To fight for your own sanity can be seen as the right, however at the same time it can be seen as the wrong thing. It all depends on your outlook on the situation. Both wars will involve the same family, just different members of it.
I have never chose to fight against anyone that I am close to. I have fought against bullies, and others that needed to be stood up against, however never against this family. The darkness will be on my side to see the pain & suffering that will happen, and the darkness will be on the other side to try to force me to have pain & suffering done to me too. I know that this will be an ugly battle, regardless of the war, and I hope that anything that happens can be gotten over. The darkness is the only one that can win from either war.
The darkness will never leave us. The darkness is a part of us, regardless of how our lives change. We cannot live without the darkness and we cannot completely defeat it either. The darkness guides us just as the light guides us. Without the darkness guiding us, we would never know when the light it actually guiding us or not.
The fight against the negative aspects of our lives seems to cause us to lose a part of ourselves. There is always going to be something negative to happen in our lives. It may take some time before people realize that a perfect life doesn't exist. The proof for this is the fact that no one is perfect, and everyone has a dark-side that cannot be stopped. The dark-side may be withdrawn from the sight of the world, however it can't be truly stopped.
Some of us have learned to fight our dark-sides by removing it from sight of the world. When we do this we cause ourselves unnecessary stress, and possibly cause multiple "mood swings" during our lives. The unnecessary stress is because we are keeping a part of ourselves hidden from everyone else. To hide a part of our self will take a lot of concentration, which will cause stress after time.
The "mood swings" that we will have in our lives due to the hidden part of us, can cause you more emotional pain than it is worth. To hide from the world and try to act "normal" will cause these "mood swings" to happen. To be "normal" you will have to become someone that is only really exists in theory. The phrase "normal" to the world means that you have no "dark-side", you have no "skeletons in your past", you never experience any "mood swings", you will not have an emotional response to anything that may/may not happen to you. These qualities make the phrase "normal" become only something that can exist in theory.
For a person to exist in the world as someone that is "normal", you will need to become a robot that takes orders well. This is an impossible task to force a person to do, however there are many people that claim he/she is "normal" but later on in life he/she will need to go onto "stress leave". This shows the type of stress, that the world considers "normal", are actually under. The real "normal" people are people like you and I that face the problems of the world as they come. To be truly "normal" you will be emotional, you will have the odd "skeleton in your past, you will have a "dark-side", and you will be "happy" because of all these things.
The darkness is always there to guide us. The darkness will help us see things that we normally wouldn't see. The darkness will help us because the light can only guide so far. The darkness will guide us when/where the light cannot guide us. The light may be able to show us the positive things in life, however the darkness can show us everything else. When dealing with the light, everything is either right or wrong. When dealing with the darkness, there is always a shade of gray that exists. The shade of gray will always be there because there is always something to make the situation a more balanced form of positive or negative. This is why the darkness will guide us when the light cannot.
The real world is really an empty shell. There is nothing in the real world that is worth anything because the real world is just "full of itself". There is nothing that really is good that can come from the real world because it tries to destroy everything that exists. It is sad to say however it is the truth. This is why everyone will try to act a different way than he/she really is. To act differently to make the "real world" happier is just wrong to do. People are afraid to be who he/she really is, and the "real world" conquers each and every one of us because of that.
The dark-side of each of us is a form of guidance against the "real world". The darkness of the world exists because the world is not perfect. We require the darkness to show us the true way of the light. The light may be a good way to guide us when we are still innocent, however when we have to be part of the "real world" the darkness will need to guide us. There are very few of us that can stay innocent throughout our lives. It is especially difficult when you are being guided by the darkness to achieve life in the light. It sounds contradictory to itself, however the truth is that it is the right way to do things. The darkness will help guide any of us through the proper way to use our talents, may those be hidden ones or not.
Many of us will confuse the darkness with the negative emotions that we all have. There is a difference between the two. The negative emotions can be repelled for a period of time, however the darkness will guide us whether we know it or not. We may believe that the light is guiding us, however the light cannot guide us through the "real world" because the light cannot exist in the real world without being corrupted. The light will transfer us to the darkness, and the darkness will guide us through the "real world". The negative emotions that you experience are actually the "real world" trying to corrupt you. This corruption is to get you away from the darkness's guidance, and onto the path of the "real world".
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