Thank you for taking the time to read my homepage i hope that you find the links, jokes, pictures useful as well. I just wanted to make a few comments upon the closing of my homepage. I apologize that each page took awhile to load but if you were to impatient to wait for all the images to download then i hope you come back everything i put into this has taken me alot of time and many hours. Since i kinda taught myself html its the best i could do. I also in time may ad a few pages possibly a horror page or recipe page will see. I hope that you sign my guestbook and that i get email from you. Also one other thing i may have alot of color and some feminine things on my sight but i am completely straight and totally love women so please no guys hitting on me thank you. Also may i ad most everything that i found and put into this sight is freeware such as the images and poems and so on. If you so happen to see something that is copywritten i will be glad to take it out however everything i recieved have been through sights on the web that give you permission to use them such as free domains etc.
Feel free to write me anytime i hope that you are that special woman or maybe my fantasy or whatever happens happens. Also on some of my pages make sure you go all the way to the bottom since i put some things below my guestbook to. If your just someone browsing my page or you want to get to know me it would be cool to exchange jokes, stories, poems, and so on with eachother. Also feel free to send me any xxx material dealing with bifems, nude F poses; I collect that.
I noticed the last past year i have tried everything all the way to dating sevices on the net, chasing women on aol and so far no luck just phony women; so i hope that this sight will give you a little insight to what i am about and who i am rather then to be judged off the bat. Most often im misunderstood I feel. Also please no rude emails by others who are offended by some of the material i have on this sight; everything is R rated so if you dont like it dont read it please:) thank you. Dont forget to sign my guest book if you abuse it ill have you blocked on it so dont.
In closing statements here is a *kiss* and a *hug* to all them special women i have yet to discover out there. Please i ask a couple things though no mind games and please no heartbreaks. I have been hurt more then enough times in my past and right now. My heart has lacked alot of love the last few years and so have I. I know that i am far from perfect and maybe im not your perfect angel of light but i will not hurt you i can tell you this. Most often nice guys, men who aren't rich, men that are not buff or that are in a situation such as mine often dont get a fair chance often love, affections or openmindness scares people away. I hope that we can put aside this and not hurt one another. Do you not agree we all need someone to think about, love,care about, maybe even make love to?
I DO:)
New Note:
Ok My webpage has almost been up a year now and im still getting visitors however I wish the rude messages would stop. Why hurt others and put them down?:( Nor you or I are perfect all we can do is make the world a better place for ourselves by helping one another. I am not a saint or the perfect person but I am ME and thats what makes me unique. In the last 8 months of my life I have been hurt a few occasions by women who told me they loved me yet they purposely hurt me. Why and when there hurt will stop I dont know. Just recently getting hurt by my exgirlfriend really has made me feel like half a person. Look all I am is a man that takes care my son and stepson I look out for other women because I care I dont ask for much I just am tired of the games, lies etc. I know something beautiful could come out of it if people were not so selfish and ignorant and they looked at the big picture. The beauty of love, a relationship, good times and bad. Life is so short and I it works in karma. I know alot of women say well guys have hurt me so let me hurt you. I know alot of women these days go to clubs and bars and think there gonna find there dream guy there or people put up walls to break down and quite simple people.... It does not work that way. My strength is all used up I been through alot recently and I just need happy things to cheer me up, make me smile. So why be mean to me does it make you feel better stronger to jump on someone because of what other injust deeds were done to you. You cannot hide from me for I know much more then you think just show me your eyes let me read your soul. I been there in life and done it I been hurt. I just sit back and day by day I wonder why does it have to be this way. Why cant nice people sign the guestbook, or write me something nice from there soul it doesnt hurt. I ask myself why women gotta party, sleep around instead of being home cuddling with a good man or going on a picnic with him at the park. This page by accident got deleted at least half of it but I am rewriting it so if something seems out of the ordinary just let me know. I always use to think I could save the world but now I realize just a select few meaning quality not quantity. Open up your eyes see what you got here and utilize it because someday I will not be here to enjoy chocolate cake, or hockey, or making love under the stars. It saddens me nowadays to see very few people holding hands or to see so many get hurt but why does it have to be that way. I mean what does someone gain from it seriously I mean everybody online wants cheap 2 min chats, they pretend to be someone there not they say there looking for a soulmate and they will do anything to get it. Yet they have not one ounce of respect or can they put the time of effort into it. Getting to know me doesnt mean talking to me once every 2 days spending time together is how you get to know me. I notice alot of people will look at my page then turn around and say your my dream man and ill love you but there nothing but empty promises and it hurts. Women who hurt me 3 yrs ago dumped me for no reason are still single and heartbroken all because they didnt want to give me or love a chance. I mean i see it all the time women will hurt men then when they get older they have no kids there not even married and by then its to late because so much was missed out upon. Understand my words and take them in deeply for I do not mislead others I am more so a guide.
SONGS USED ON THIS SIGHT:
1.Cry Little Sister-THE LOST BOYS SOUND TRACK
24.White Wedding-Billy Idol
25. Phantom of the opera-Tocatta
26. Pipe Organ-Unknown
27. Winnie the Pooh-Disney
28. The Tigger Song
29. Carribean Blue-Enya
30. Final Fantasy Prelude-Squaresoft
31. Desert Rose-Sting
32. Take my Breath Away-Top Gun Soundtrack
33. Laurie Theme-Orgin Unknown
34. EvilWicked-Orgin Unknown
35. Halloween-H20 Soundtrack Theme
36. Abyss-Abyss Sound Track Theme
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