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2-20-02 note

It seems really sad, but I related to a BSB song today on the way to school. The lyrics are…

(Bold are lines that really hit home)

Don't pretend you're sorry

I know you're not

You know you got the power to make me weak inside

Girl you leave me breathless

But it's ok

Cause you are my survival

Now hear me say...

I can't imagine life without your love

And even forever don't seem like long enough

Chorus:

'Cause everytime I breathe I take you in

And my heart beats again

Baby I can't help it

You keep me drowning in your love

Everytime I try to rise above

I'm swept away by love

Baby I can't help it

You keep me drowning in your love

Maybe I'm a drifter

Late at night

Cause I long for the safety of flowing freely in your arms

I don't need another lover

It's not for me

Cause only you can save me

Oh, can't you see

I can't imagine life without your love

And even forever don't seem like long enough

It feels like we are wasting time apart. I know you don't feel like this now, but maybe some day you will appreciate these feelings, or hopefully want them. Hopefully I show you this one day and you react "awe baby:" I know right now, you would just say "… ". But you are worth the wait. I just hope the wait is worth it. I see web sites that are better and I could get people to help me with this one, but it wouldn't mean as much. I am typing this right after I got off the phone with you. You just told me what I write you means nothing, and I really mean nothing. So, it is a little hard to continue to type. I hope one day things will be different.