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2-22-02 note
This is what I wrote in response to your mom's comments.

What good is learning from your mistakes if you don't get the chance to make up for them?  I have only loved one person in my life, and I have promised myself that I will only love one person in my life.  I am so amazed that I have already found her.  They say there is someone out there for everyone.  I can not take the chance of letting her go because I know there is only one person out there for me.  And I know I can be that one person for her too.  I know no one will ever love her, care for her, or treat her as well as I will.  I know other people can't help but see how kind, how beautiful, how caring, how funny, how cute, how amazing she is.  And I know these people won't mess it up.  I can say; if it's meant to be, she will come back.  But my life hasn't been a fairytale.  She has been the only fairytale in my life so far.  And if only I can grab hold of her, I know I will never lose my grip.  And I know I will do all that I can to make her the happiest person anyone in a fairytale has ever been.  I have known her since 1999 and the love hasn't faded.  I love her more now than I have ever before.  And I know I will love her more tomorrow than I do today.  Every time I see her, she gets more beautiful.  Every time I hear her, her voice seems sweeter.  But every time I think of her, that thought becomes less of an image, and more of a dream.  In my soul I know no one will make her happier than I can.  I can't wait because the greatest things never fall into your lap.  If you don't go out and chase your dreams, they will never be caught.  She is the only dream I have, I can't let her slip away.