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2-20-02 note
A really big mistake I made was deleting my favorite places. There I had the first email in which you told me you loved me. I also had emails where you told me how much you wanted to call me because you watched a sad movie, emails that told me how much you loved me and longed for me. These emails really mean the world to me, but now they are gone. I hope I have the opportunity to make more beautiful memories with you. Fortunately, I will always remember the cliff, the waterfalls, New Hope, 5th of July, May 27th, May 18th, May 9th, McDade, My birthday and the list continues, not forever how I wish, but it continues. If only I could describe how much I love you, how great it feels to touch you, see you, hear you, or just think of you. We don't know what we got til it's gone. I know what I had and it went any ways. God I miss you. It is hard right now. Knowing you loved me is the greatest feeling in this universe. But knowing you don't is the worst. Right now I know you don't. I hope you are reading this now and you do once again. I can pray to god all day, but he never answers. God I miss you.
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