I am fine


	\| home Aan die bors van lilil \| All through the valley \| A million years and more \| Behold the storm \| Bound in the eyes of her Father \| Burst open your seeds my love \| Do you know her...? \| Fire upon a tree \| Hy is tuis \| I am fine \| I feel like a deer \| Klein skêrtjie in die hand \| lilli and the twelve baskets \| lilli en die geknoopte tonge \| lilli stap die NG-Kerke binne \| Mmmmm... lilli \| NO time to play \| Out of a tiny seed. \| The day when God cried \| The last mile \| The sum I am fine I think I am hurt but I do not want to acknowledge the hurt and source to myself. I think I lie to myself and do not want to face the facts. The facts are clear as crystal, but I ignore it and look away. I try to be blind but I can see. I hear and say that I cannot hear anything. I am hurting and in pain but I say I am fine. I lie to myself and to God. He asks me.. "can I help you..?" and I say "I am fine... I am fine... oh.. I am fine..! " Then I smile and my spirit cry and I smile some more and show my teeth and I say yet again... "I am fine". "Really... I am fine" :-)