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The sum
I had a room... it was a great room. It was a clear and brilliant room and it was holy.
I had a room... it was a good room. It was a wonderful peaceful room.

My room was great and I played in it. I played the most sweet songs in my room. Oh.. how my Lord use to come to listen to my music. He adored that room with me. It was our room. Mine and my Lords.

I kept my room tidy and I kept it clean. I kept my room for my Lord and me. I kept it locked and I kept it closed. I kept my room for my Master... my very own.

He was honoured to come to my room. He was praised by my presence and all we did in this room. He loved me and He watched me as I grew.. He was honoured for and because of this room.

Years went by and time passed on. All desired to come to my lovely room.
"No no NO... !" I would scream out loud...
This room is not for all.. its set aside for my Love.

They would shout and they would blow. They would scream and they would crow... yes, they would do all to enter into my holy room. I kept it sanctified and I kept it clean. I kept it over all these years for my Master and me.

Some would come with battle and some with words. Some would come with all kinds of stuff and tell me of its worths.

I would stand firm and I would not look aside. I would set my foot not an inch to any side.

"This is my room. This is my place. This is where my Lord I embrace.

If ever my Lord may have a desire... if ever my Lord so do feel pleased. If ever my Lord will tell me "today.. " That is the day I will accept His way.
Until that time my room is all His. Until that time that is my way to please. Until that time my room I will protect with all of my heart and all I can get.

My room is Your's Lord. This room belongs to You. You are the owner and You make the tea. You will be laughter and You will be praised for this is our room Lord.. You and me..."

My songs grew louder my love grew so great. My sweetness my Love and my Lord I embraced.

Oh sanctified room... oh light up in glaze. See there's a feast in you to be raised.
Oh sanctified room... glimmer in light for the Lord has desire to come in tonight.

Glories and honour and praised His desire. His will and His way and His love to never expire.

Sanctified room.. prepared by fire. Sanctified room... with no evil desire. Sanctified room... your hearts desire is being in love with the only Messiah.

Sanctified room the time has come for God to enter....

Yes... this was how it was. Even today.
Even today.

There came a wind and there came a blast. There came a fire with evil broadcast. There came a lust and there came a man and there came a string with seven satan's hand
There came a word and there came a god. There came a way that had to ever pass. There came a sorrow and there came a pain. There came much darkness and no gain.

My room was destroyed in one single tear. My room was broken and no-one was even near. My room was entered by satan's desire and my Lord left... as His time expired.

He could not stand it. He could not see. He could not love me as it had to be. He left in silence and all that was seen was His heartache and desires blown in the wind.
He had so much planned and He had so much to give. My room was so enlightened by His glorious gifts. He was exited and He was in awe for over so many years I gave myself to the core. This was His room.. only His. This was how it is.

My body start shakin' my hands grabbed in air.
"My Lord.. my Lord..!!!" I cried in dispair.
"I love You.. I love You.... YOU are my desire... Oh Lord my sweet Lord.. do not leave me.. I desire..."

I saw his back as He went outside.. I saw not his face as He abide... not by my side. My heart stopped beating and my lungs went still.. the blood in my veins refused to flow according to any will.

I felt all life left me. I felt and I saw. My room was entered in by one ugly outlaw. He was not invited and neither welcome. He was ever and never... to be in the sum.

He was bound in my room by the word of a man. He was bound and I saw that it was not by my Man.

My Lord kept on walking as He blew in the air. All of His sorrows over times and dispair. He blew and He blew and no blessings went out. His heartache and sorrows all fell (intekrout)to the ground.

He was invited. He was as King. He was the only one she would allow in. No one allowed. No one brought near. That was His room and now earth will fear.

All will see Him and all will know. All will feel what this day upon Him they bestowed. Heartache and sorrows. Tears and death. And as bright as that room was.. so dark it will get.

He rumbled and groaned and He fell to the ground. He called all His angels to gather around.
Hard is His voice as He spoke out aloud. No one could dare to even look around.
"Bring all the arrows and bring all the spears. Bring all the weapons ... bring buffalo, bring bears."

He rumbled on further He groaned even more. He cried out loud and then He put His feet to the floor. He stamped it hard and He shed a tear. He brought all upon earth to greatly fear.

No one could listen..! No one could heed. Not even one could honour that room I do bleed.
Then He called upon Jesus and gave one instruction. He said something about His love and a way of seduction.
Jesus cried aloud and He shed a million tears. He grabbed His Father's feet and asked for Mercy in years.

"Time has run out now.." my Lord shouted loud. "It is over... In My room I was proud."
His fury went over into the softest tears. He wept for a thousand and one billion years.

Then as He looked up.. His heart still weak. He turned to my room where He once loved to peek. It was plundered, it got tore. It was given over unto all those who whore.

He looked at me and caught my eye. My tears made Him weak and His heart melted in mine.
"My loved one.." He said.. "how sad I am. I honour your courage and I will stay your Man. I will love you for ever and never let you go. I will love you" He said and I saw His tears flow. "You are so precious and you kept your heart upon Me. I will honour thee as thy have honoured Me."

I turned to the side and picked up my dress. "Look Lord.. look at this mess... they tore all my clothes that You gave me for love. They tore on my heart and even my staff. My Love.. oh My Master.. You are all my Heart. Do me a favour and repair me for start' "

My Lord came on closer. My room was a mess. I was crying though tried to look my best. He gave me some comfort. He gave me a smile. He looked deep.. deeply into my eye.

"You know that I love you My Loved one.. my dear." He said softly and kindly so that no-one would hear. He is so precious and He is so kind. My love poured out unto Him through my mind. He listened so closely.. He listened so soft. Each one of my thoughts He treasured so much.

Then He took me into His very arms. He loved me and kissed me and I heard a great alarm. The earth started shaking and all walls crumbled down. He told me that no shelter will be found.

In His arms I was laid arest. I was happy and smiling.. I was looking my best..
He gave me His pillow. He gave me a kiss. Then He took me to heaven to sort out this mess.

A hundred days will pass this time. A hundred more will soon be mine. A million ways will show the way and none will be taken away.
I will bring some relief in those who see. I will give some comfort unto those who flee. I will give gladness in My heart and I will give that for a start.
All will feel and this word I seal.

Because of what happened because there was time. Because of what happened for that room was Mine. Because of what happened and because of My tears. Because of your hearts I will give many fears.

I will give you My love and I will give My desires. I will give all and no love will expire. You will walk in My love with the greatest of guilt. You will walk and you will know your own guilt.

My love will burn in your hearts like fire. Your eyes will go crazy with My love's desires. You will have no satisfaction and you will have no hope. Your heart will be dark though you had your hopes.
I will pour out into you My deepest desires. I will blow over you , you evil liars. You say "dont forsake me" You say "please be near" I tell you today that it is time to fear.

You had all your chanches, you had all the time. That room was truely all Mine. How could you do it. How could you dare. With My own Words you went in to tear. You tore it to pieces and left little behind. You blow your own horn and say.. "now come, come let's go dine."

The bread that you ate now.. that wine that you drank was filled with My tears and My sorrows bestine.
My heartache was laughter. My sorrows... joy. My sadness was none till you did come to destroy.

The words that I give you is not that of man. The sorrows that's coming will neither be of man.
As what was cancelled today was of God. As what was bound was that of man. So you will walk for a hundrend years and so you will walk with a great many fears.

Some things you can cancel with the Name of My Son.(sum) Some things you can do, and even do undone. Today I tell you and do listen close. My love is not to trample upon(on bestose.)

This lady I gave you.. this love so divine. This glories and laughter and sunlight of Mine. This mentsa and mondwe and kemandshesta. This lovely amedika.

I give her a mando, I give her a mascque. I give her to stand through a great many task. I gave her a lendoka and I gave her a ring. I gave her a shining amourring.

She said Oh my Master. She said, Oh my King. She looked into My eyes and gave me also a ring.(to sing) I'll treasure it always and keep it on Me for it came out of her heart... you see.

You said away with you Satan. You drove Me away. But I was not him, and he's happy to say. You made a mistake this time sweet man. You made a mistake and confused mirri with wine.

Contjesta landjede Amento kipa. Lanoka atesta. Amedika.
Renjete Aveten, Kometo kant. Latjeste linjede Alokwa amen.


amen.
Ek wonder nou so.... Hoe ernstig is God as Hy iets sê.
"My Vader, ek glo U is 'n God van liefde. Ek glo U het ons baie lief. Ek vra dat U wil sal geskied. Ek bind in die Naam van U Seun Jesus Christus U perfekte wil op hierdie aarde. Nie soos ek of enige-iemand dit mag verstaan nie, maar soos dit is.amen"