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The Beast Within

I hate myself, just like you
I despise my life, more than you do
I used to care, but now I'm through
Pretending to deny what I know to be true

You hated first, I took it in
You despised me before I could even begin
You never pretended to care in the least
You somehow knew that you'd birthed a beast

The beast within me
Always fights to be free
You have made insanity
Into my reality

I cannot contain it any longer
Over the years, the beast has grown stronger
Burning inside, this chaos once bound
Now will reveal the freedom it's found

You made the monster that I am today
Why didn't you see that I'd come back your way?
What made you think that you wouldn't have to pay?
This beast was your creation, but you are now it's prey

The beast within me
Has fought its way free
Now its insanity
Has become your reality