Dismal Existence


	Poems \| home A Darkened Sky \| You May Never Know \| Dove, or Snake? \| Quicksand \| Warning \| The Silent Flame \| A Jailed Soul \| A Single Star \| Tears \| Woe \| Behind The Mask \| Robotic \| A Tribute of Passing \| Emotional Tumors \| A Vow To One Unknown \| Evening The Score \| The Gate To Beyond \| Agoraphobic \| Agoraphobic II: Insight \| Black Star \| The Beast Within \| Bows & Arrows \| As I Lie Dying \| The False Smile \| Dismal Existence \| Anguish \| I Remember \| Awaken! \| Invisible Man \| The Assassin \| Shrinking From Life \| Dreams of Existence \| A Soul In Ruin Dismal Existence The shadow stands on its own Joined by none, always alone A shadow as dark as the night Its lifetime spent out of sight Searching for one in this eternal night Searching for one to make its future bright Searching for one to guide it from here Searching for one, yet none appear Waiting for the time to arrive When one will make it feel alive For now, it is hollow, and unfeeling Waiting for one to give its life a meaning For so long its been left behind By a world that's so unkind Everyday it lives in dismay With so many pressures on its mind Searching for one to make it whole Searching for one to fill the role Searching for one with a love to share Searching for one, still none appear This shadows story is one I know well For this shadow is my own living hell It's a curse that I am doomed to bare A bane of isolation and despair For too long I've been left behind Companionship I cannot find Every night, I have to fight The thoughts of suicide in my mind